Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Music Meme

This HAS to be chore rather than fun. I have like 1300+ music. (´ ▽ ` ; )

THE RULES: 
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc) 
2. Put it on shuffle 
3. Press play 
4. For every question, type the song that's playing 
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button 
6. Once completed, tag 4 other people. 

Opening Credits: 
My Angel, You Are Angel - KAT-TUN
This is.. kinda sad and a love song, isn't it? o____o Why is my opening song this?! 

Waking Up:
Loop - Sakamoto Maaya
Ahh. (´ ▽ ` ; ) I don't mind waking up to this song. In fact, I usually feel like the song itself when I wake up. Kinda gives the feeling of, "Ah, it's a new day. Another journey awaits me. I wonder who awaits me in the end as well."

First Day At School:
Himitsu - Ninomiya Kazunari ( SOLO )
Himitsu means secret! But the tone is quite happy, like, it's saying "Life is going on. It's moving on!" I feel hyped up listening to this though~ Happy tune.

Puppy Love: 
LIPS - KAT-TUN
(´ ▽ ` ; ) I get KAT-TUN a lot, don't I? My oh-so-innocent puppy love doesn't seem to be so innocent after all. In fact, it's some dark... mysterious and somehow... erotic? Yeah. (´ ▽ ` ; ) I'm only 49% innocent. *still bringing that on*

Fight Song:
Olympus Coliseum - Yoko Shimomura ( Kingdom Hearts 2 Soundtrack )
(´ ▽ ` ; ) Lol. No comment.

Breaking Up:
Beautiful Days - Arashi
(´ ▽ ` ; ) Either the days after breaking up seem to be beautiful, or the break-up was. I can't tell. But it does seem nice. No one gets hurt? Kinda the feeling of 'letting go'.

Prom:
Organization XIII - Yoko Shimomura ( Kingdom Hearts 2 Soundtrack )
(´ ▽ ` ; ) wtf. Lol. I have.... a very... dark... and sinister prom.

Life is Good:
I can go the distance ( DISNEY MOVIE SOUNDTRACK )
(´ ▽ ` ; ) I don't know. Though, the song is nice, and suits my fight song even more? Probably. The feelings of Nostalgia is coming back to me. I miss old Disney Movies.

Driving:
Konayuki ( Piano Version ) - Ueda Susumu
(´ ▽ ` ; ) Eehhh... Kinda.. weird for driving? I think driving by the seaside or a long road when it's snowing might suit the song.

Flashback:
Tsumetai Yoru - ??? ( Kyouya's Voice Caster from Ouran High School Host Club )
The song is sort of sad, lonely-ish? I do feel like that when I have flash backs.

True Love:
Ai Nanda - Ya-Ya-yah
(´ ▽ ` ; ) I have a habit to download and not listen to new songs. So this is my first time listening to it? Kinda the feeling of the opening song of the first episode of an anime? Happy, and the type that says, "Let's go!", but more on a love side?

Wedding:
Cantarella - Kagamine Len & Rin (Vocaloids)
(´ ▽ ` ; ) WOW! YES VOCALOIDS! And it's the twins~ Fuwaaaah~ But... my wedding... is playing a sort of... dark song. Must be a black, gothic wedding then? In a haunted house, where not everyone is what they seem like. Probably I wouldn't be normal myself. Heh. Nice wedding! The roses will all be purple as they're already withered. I am the bride, and Rei shall be my husband. (´ ▽ ` ; )

Moment of Triumph:
Boro Boro - Arashi
Indian-like song. (´ ▽ ` ; ) Uhm. I have.. a very odd song playing for my moment of Victory.

Death Scene:
Pika Pika Taiyou - Gakuen Alice Opening Song
(´ ▽ ` ; ) I bet... everyone would be happy that I died? LOL.

Funeral Song:
Ippiki Ookami Ron - Miyavi
(´ ▽ ` ; ) Then, for my funeral... people will have a rock concert. I feel so fakely loved.

End Credits:
Hitobashira Alice ( Human Sacrifice Alice ) - Vocaloid
(´ ▽ ` ; ) I can imagine that... there's a dark story that has yet to be told about my death. *evil grin* *suddenly... has a character change* Time to scare some people. *grinning... psychotically*

Anyone can do this~

Serious issue.

Nacchan~

I am serious now!
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By my birthday, I will show you much I have changed! In a good way.
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Tonight.

Tonight, I am calm. I shall remain calm.
(´ ▽ ` ; )

Actually, I'm just quiet. As my MSN name says, "I'll just smile at you, and keep quiet."
(´ ▽ ` ; )

I am listening to Arashi's "Aozora Pedal". I was thinking of something odd. 
Pedal = Pedaru = Pedoru = Pedo.
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I don't really feel like RPing. Nor do I feel like talking much.
(´ ▽ ` ; )

I am having a very calm, and peaceful conversation with Gerard. Somehow, it's a pretty deep topic to talk about.
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I am secretly in pain. But I still want to smile.
(´ ▽ ` ; )

Zushi was talking to be about odd things earlier on. But I was listening anyway. Though I'm not making much comments. I'm sort of glad he's not saying anything now. I need my space.
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I wonder if I should go offline on MSN now?
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I was reminiscing about last year. Still. Oh those joyful times.
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I wonder if me, Nacchan, Ian and Kuroru will ever face a love crisis all at the same time?
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If there's one song to suit my mood now, it's either Arashi's "Aozora Pedal" or Jesse McCartney's "Take your sweet time".
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I wonder if I should take the day off the internet tomorrow to meditate, or think over things. I am still unclear of my future.
(´ ▽ ` ; )

I shall go read my horoscope forecasts for both Monkey and Sagittarius.
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I'll feel better if I do that.
(´ ▽ ` ; )

I sort of need to hear someone talk to me about these stuff. But I don't want to ask people to talk to me.
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If I drew a picture now, it'll be of my RP characters staring out of the window, and in thoughts. But they'll all be alone in their own room, or outside.
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I wonder if anyone realises that I like working solo.
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Attachment to someone makes me uneasy. I shall not get attached to anyone this year.
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I'm still smiling. I'll keep to myself for now.
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Surprisingly, I have nothing weird to say. I must be out of it.
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My bathroom lights had a little spark before it stopped working. In the evening. Now, how am I supposed to use the bathroom?
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I hope my fears of ghosts doesn't come tonight.
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Then again, it might be phobia. I'm always going crazy at the mention of that.
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I shall listen to Konayuki or Aozora Pedal when I sleep tonight.
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I'm going to reply to Okita-san's RP PM before I go to sleep tonight. I might have writer's block for sure.
(´ ▽ ` ; )

Lovely Complex, I definitely love it.
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Hi anyone who's reading this.
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My mom told me that she was thinking of buying me a camera. I told her what I like. She seemed a bit surprised that I didn't choose a modern looking one.
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I think I'll go to sleep soon. Or maybe now. Whichever I feel like.
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Good night, everyone.
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By the way, I am still calm.
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Some meme.

I stole it from my friends on LJ. Lol. (´ ▽ ` ; )

LJ Friends Meme by coolerq

• You must tell 5 people about this game.
• Kimochi warui is the one that you love.
• Rei is one you like but can't work out.
• You care most about Nacchan.
• Ian is the one who knows you very well.
• Mom is your lucky star.
• Hero is the song that matches with Kimochi warui.
• Love so sweet is the song for Rei.
• Konayuki is the song that tells you most about YOUR mind.
• and Itsuka no Summer is the song telling you how you feel about life

Uhmm. Sort of accurate~ You should try it. Lol.
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Nacchan, I'm calling him "Kimochi Warui~"
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I was actually going to write Rei first after my 2nd thought, but it told me to write what I thought of first.
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I'm now listening to Konayuki, and looking up the translation and wonder if that's what my mind is right now.
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I was blushy for 5 minutes. Lol.
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I feel like going emo now.
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Nino..

I can't imagine Nino as a dad. Neither can I imagine MatsuJun as a dad. The end.
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Lovely Complex

I finally got my hands on the CD. After a long time of searching. Before, Asshie was SUPPOSED to lend it to me, but I don't know what's going on his tiny puny -censored cursing- head of his that he DOESN'T remember about it. After all. I gave him my memory card and this is how he repays me. Gee. Thanks. I feel so loved. -put imaginary mean sarcastic remark here-
┐( ̄ヘ ̄)┌

The actress for Risa is mecha kawaii. I like Risa~
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Teppei as Otani is just the best thing everrrrrr.
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Now, I shall go catch up with the manga and also Nodame Cantabile.
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Note my new label. Lol. I'm staring at you, Asshie. With a disappointed look. While I shake my head.
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Monday, June 1, 2009

Oh, mom. You and your image of your daughter. ❤

Today, I went out to Swensens for lunch with mom again. We got to talking again.
(´ ω ` ; )

Then, we were talking about guys.
(´ ω ` ; )

And she said, "I can't imagine your boyfriend being a local. Though, I can imagine that he'll be Chinese." Oh mom. ❤ You know your daughter quite well~
(´ ω ` ; )

GAIZ, I will have Chinese future!husband with my mommy's approval.
(´ ω ` ; )

I want it someone to be like Rei. Yeah. It's Rei, not Ren. Wikipedia failed nii-chan. Nii-chan failed me. I am now secretly upset at my new best friend.
(´ ω ` ; )

Reeeeei~
(´ ω ` ; )

Lol. Bao is a drug. Isn't that bad?
(´ ω ` ; )

(´ ω ` ; ) Another old meme?

(´ ω ` ; ) Uber steal, steal. I'm just bored like hell.

I shall laugh at my answers later on. Actually, I'll just change the answer I want to change. Then I'll laugh at that after~ ❤
(´ ω ` ; )

Starting time: 11:21am

Name: Kaoru (I lie~ ♫ You should know what my name is.)
Sisters: One
Brothers: None
Shoe size: 8 (somewhere there)
Height: 158 - 160 cm
Where do you live: A house close to the seaside ❤
Favourite drinks: Anything fruity, anything chocolatey, MELON MILK ❤
Favourite breakfast: Sandwich that is not made of sand nor witch.

Have you ever...
Been on a plane?: Yes.
Swam in the ocean: No.
Fallen asleep at school: Yes.
Broken someone's heart: 3 times, bby. ❤
Fallen off your chair: Ye- no. I don't think I have.
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: Yes. ❤ He's not my BF though. |D;;
Saved emails: Yes. I have around 12,000 unread emails. ❤ LJ notifications are so odd.

What is your room like?: White wall, brick wall, window, white wall, window, white wall, brick wall, glass door, white wall, wooden door, white wall, window ❤
What's right beside you?: My 嵐 & カオル Calligraphy thing.
What was the last thing you ate: UHM. Soft cookies. |D;;
Ever had chicken pox: Yes.
Sore throat: Yes.
Stitches: Yes. In my mouth~
Broken nose: No.

Do you believe in love at first sight: I believe in crush at first sight. ❤
Like picnics: Yes. ❤
Who was/were the last person/people you danced with: Myself. I was dancing to SUMMER TIME. |D;; Or 'It's My Soul'.
You last yelled at: IDK.

Today did you...
Talk to someone you like: Well, of course. ❤ I talk to my friends. But it's still morning. ❤
Kiss anyone: Jinx, the black morbid bunneh. ❤ I kissed my pillow too.
Get sick: No.
Talk to an ex: No.
Miss someone: UHM. No. Yes. Probably. Nah, I don't. ❤ Actually I do. I MISS IAN. And Tashan! 
Eat: Yes. 

Best feeling in the world: Joy and excitement with those you love and care about~ ❤
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: Yes. Most of them are gifts from people- oh wait, half of them are gifts, but the other half was just a result of me spoiling myself. ❤
What's under your bed: Dust bunnies.
Who do you really hate: Oh errr... IDK. I don't want to talk about it~ ❤
What time is it now: 11:24am

Random:
Is there a person who is on your mind now: Myself. ❤ I am secretly laughing at my own answers. I am secretly thinking about someone. And it's not Arashi. I am suddenly frowning at my own thoughts now.
Do you have any siblings: Yes. One. She + Me = ...err.. Ryutaro & Shintaro with a huge arguement and has no talked to each other for more than two years~ ❤
Do you want children: Yes. o: I have already planned out my life plan! ❤
Do you smile often: I smile.. at times when people talk to me. Otherwise, I just stare with a dazed expression. 
Do you like your hand-writing: Not really. It's like chicken poop. ❤
Are your toenails painted: I'm planning to~ ❤ Blaaaack.
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: The bed in the hotel in SG. ): So comfy. 
What colour shirt are you wearing now: Dark purple? And then a white guy's buttoned up shirt. ❤ It's my new jacket now.
What were you doing at 7.00PM yesterday: Go hyper. Online. Blog. Maybe. ❤ Random PMs on Gaia. I'm pri-tty sure I was talking to one guy about the way how he walked, and the other about snowboarding. Lol. STFU. We just suck at talking.
Are you a friendly person: A part of me says yes, but the rest of them, which is like 99% says no. ): Though, I am secretly saying that I am. ❤
Do you have any pets: A KITTY. Named Skywalker. SHE is called Sky though~ ❤ 
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you: My daddy, is my daddy. I love my daddy. ❤ Or maybe it was my mummy. I love my mummy too. ❤
Do you sleep with the TV on: If I have one in my room. ❤ Probably. But my laptop, yesss. I must have music on.
What are you doing right now: Answering this~ ❤ And thinking that I'm abusing the hearts.
Have you ever crawled through a window: I have.
Can you handle the truth? Depends on what it is. But usually, I can. If I cannot, I will only give a very late reponse... in a few days time. ❤
Are you too forgiving: I'm not that forgiving. But I am accepting. ❤ Maybe. I hold a lot of grudges.
Are you closer to your mother or father: My daddy knows what I'd like, but my mummy knows the current stuff going on. ❤
Who was the last person you cried in front of: Myself. I'm still a person.
Do you eat healthy?: Maybe. Maybe not. I have an unhealthy obsession over.. over.. Lolita clothing~ ❤ I LIE. I have an unhealthy obsession over... *shifty eyes* my new emoticon. ❤
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?: I shake my foot to take. *shakes foot*
Are you confident: At times. But my confidence can die out easily.

5 things I was doing 10 years ago:
1. I was being adorably innocent.
2. I don't feel the need to acknowledge the boys.
3. I was watching cartoons, and talking bugs bunny speak! ❤
4. I don't care about studies. 
5. I liked watching my sister play her games.

5 things on my to-do list today:
1. Sleep
2. Eat
3. Hikaru
4. Ren. I want to do him. One day. Lol. Pedo ❤
5. Top Laugh at you gaiz

5 snacks I enjoy:
1. Fruits
2. Sweet Food
3. Ren. No actually, Ren would be a full course meal. ❤
4. Dried Wasabi-Flavoured Seaweed
5. Ren's Pants Candy

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:
1. Eat
2. Sleep
3. Drink
4. Travel
5. Buy stuff

5 of my bad habits:
1. Getting distracted easily
2. Forgetful
3. Always gives in to urges 
4. Pedo, fangirl, pervert side
5. Sleeping a lot at any place

5 places I have lived in:
1. This house
2. That other house
3. The house in front of that other house
4. Grandma's house
5. Imaginary life of having babies with Ren ❤

5 jobs I've had:
1. Student
2. Blogger
3. Fan fiction writer / Fangirl ❤
4. Pedo
5. The sleeping old man in the 'It's raining, it's falling, the old man is snoring' song.

Comment to this post (state if you want) and I will give you 5 subjects/things I associate you with. Then post this in your LJ blog and elaborate on the subjects given

From Sachi:

❤ Hikaru - Favourite member in Hey! Say! JUMP. The other half of the non-existant HiKaoru OTP ❤ He can be papa, and I can be mama. We'll be romantic all the time. In my dreams that is. But that dream is crushed now. ):

❤ Pedoness - Big flaw, big secret. Sort of proud of it, but other than that, PEDO is cool yo ❤ My parents have yet to know about it.

❤ RP - Hobby. Love it. Sci-fi? Kill me. ): I tend to mistaken it as RAPE. Best place to show my pedoness ❤

❤ Vocaloid - Cool.. yo. Program that allows people to make songs by adjusting tone, and pitch. They're robots. And they're hawt, morbid, and horrifyingly psychotic. I go insane watching them~ ❤ Especially the twins. I love them. Both Len and Rin. I want to be their older sister. Period. Meiko can have all the wine she wants. I will bully and instinctively turn seme on Kaito. I will turn into a cute uke with Miku. I'll be the older sister of the Kagamine Twins. And I will need to know the rest like Gakupo, Luca, etc.

❤ Chicken Soup - The one that brought Yamada & Chinen together in my unfinished Yamachii story. Don't kill me, Sachi. ❤ Ren is like Bao a drug to me. ):