Tonight.

Tonight, I am calm. I shall remain calm.

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Actually, I'm just quiet. As my MSN name says, "I'll just smile at you, and keep quiet."

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I am listening to Arashi's "Aozora Pedal". I was thinking of something odd. 

Pedal = Pedaru = Pedoru = Pedo.

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I don't really feel like RPing. Nor do I feel like talking much.

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I am having a very calm, and peaceful conversation with Gerard. Somehow, it's a pretty deep topic to talk about.

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I am secretly in pain. But I still want to smile.

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Zushi was talking to be about odd things earlier on. But I was listening anyway. Though I'm not making much comments. I'm sort of glad he's not saying anything now. I need my space.

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I wonder if I should go offline on MSN now?

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I was reminiscing about last year. Still. Oh those joyful times.

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I wonder if me, Nacchan, Ian and Kuroru will ever face a love crisis all at the same time?

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If there's one song to suit my mood now, it's either Arashi's "Aozora Pedal" or Jesse McCartney's "Take your sweet time".

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I wonder if I should take the day off the internet tomorrow to meditate, or think over things. I am still unclear of my future.

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I shall go read my horoscope forecasts for both Monkey and Sagittarius.

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I'll feel better if I do that.

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I sort of need to hear someone talk to me about these stuff. But I don't want to ask people to talk to me.

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If I drew a picture now, it'll be of my RP characters staring out of the window, and in thoughts. But they'll all be alone in their own room, or outside.

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I wonder if anyone realises that I like working solo.

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Attachment to someone makes me uneasy. I shall not get attached to anyone this year.

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I'm still smiling. I'll keep to myself for now.

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Surprisingly, I have nothing weird to say. I must be out of it.

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My bathroom lights had a little spark before it stopped working. In the evening. Now, how am I supposed to use the bathroom?

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I hope my fears of ghosts doesn't come tonight.

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Then again, it might be phobia. I'm always going crazy at the mention of that.

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I shall listen to Konayuki or Aozora Pedal when I sleep tonight.

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I'm going to reply to Okita-san's RP PM before I go to sleep tonight. I might have writer's block for sure.

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Lovely Complex, I definitely love it.

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Hi anyone who's reading this.

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My mom told me that she was thinking of buying me a camera. I told her what I like. She seemed a bit surprised that I didn't choose a modern looking one.

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I think I'll go to sleep soon. Or maybe now. Whichever I feel like.

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Good night, everyone.

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By the way, I am still calm.

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