The thing is...

"I ain't happy,

I'm feeling glad

I got sunshine in a bag

I'm useless but

Not for long

The future is coming on"

.....hmm. e‿e

Gorillaz, yummm.

Go, 2D ‼

Go, Noodle ‼

Go, Murdoc ‼

Go, Russel ‼

Go, Gorillaz ‼

Yes, I'm hooked up on them now.

I remember watching one of their PV, that's 19-2000, when I was young and I was f*ckin' scared and terrified of them. Especially 2D. I remember thinking that he was rather.. 'cute', but the thing that scared me a LOT was the fact that he looked like he had no eyes, only empty eye sockets.

But now, I seriously think it's awesome. XD;; Yeee-ap, as you guessed, 2D is my fave, then comes Noodle, and then Murdoc and lastly Russel.

ANYWAY,

school is...

....great ‼

Well, Physics and Business Studies are... awesome. And Further Maths is going well. And then, IELTS makes me comfy. But Chemistry... is sort of.. well.. It doesn't seem comfortable at all. No friends. Lol. Especially with Mr. Baldwin. So scary. And then, I'm beginning to not do great with Mr. Kruger's work. Darn it. So overall, Chemistry is beginning to suck. 8D;;

See ya ‼

Lazy ass is lazy

What I like is still what I like, what I hate is still what I hate.

I love what I love, I hate what I hate.

I love what I love, I hate what I hate.

"...Love depends on feelings, happiness depends on intelligence

But my heart is naturally following you

What I like is still what I like, what I hate is still what I hate

Some matters can be compromised, some matters are absolute

Love that you are naive, love that you are afraid of the dark

Love your shortcomings that are so annoying

What I like is still what I like, what I hate is still what I hate

I love what I love,

I hate what I hate..."

:D I feel so... Ahahahaha~ ♡

My most favourite phrase of that song is "What I like is still what I like, what I hate is still what I hate. I love what I love, I hate what I hate." ♡

If you don't know the song, well, it's probably because you don't watch the drama. It's "Zhong Yu Yuan Wei (忠於原味/Loyal on Original Taste)" By Joe Cheng (鄭元暢). YES. It's from "They Kiss Again"! I started watching it and.. and.. the second season (wow, I know. I just started really liking it by the 2nd season) AAAAAAGGGGHHHHH ;______; So much love... that... I want... to watch them... again..... and again... and again... and again... Do you consider me a pervert for grinning like a dorky idiot when they start kissing in bed? ♡

ANYHOW. I shall listen to the song. The tune at the beginning sounds like one of those childhood songs I've heard before.

Recently, I've been having this urge to watch all old disney movies alone, while eating small cookies in bed, wearing super short boxer shorts, a spaghetti strap top, with a comfy blanket, in the dark.. watching those... disney movies and sobbing at every moment that makes me remember and feel the memories fill my mind~ Then hugging on that black Jinx the bunny wabbit as if.. as if... AS IF IT WAS HIKARU.

Oh, you know, I just realised that I like guys who are tall and slim like Joe Cheng. Yeeeay~ Taiyou, Yabu, Koyama are exceptions for the slim part, a-and... Hikaru is an exception for the height part! Yeeeeay~ I like Koyama's and Hikaru's voice though~ OH OH OH and and and and... I... don't want him to be a gamer. XD;; No offense to gamers, just that.. I can't imagine Koyama, Hikaru and all of them gaming, and and and and... -look of idolisation- I'm frowning on the ideas of gamers (not really. Depends on the game) LIKE MY DAD. D: DARN YOU DAD.

I'll be picking up my books from JIS on the 25th. :D Yay. I shall start making labels for them and buying some stuff. ><;; I wonder how many files I should have? I bought only two, to be honest.

GAIZ, I want to marry a guy like err what's-his-name! Jiang Zhi Shu? o____o The caring part, yeah probably. Oooor, maybe I just like guys who are serious. XD Like in Vocaloids, I had to actually pick a guy who isn't the original vocaloid but the twin of one of them. Kaito's Twin, Akaito~ 'Cause opposites attract~ Then again, I have a very strange image of love.

What I like is still what I like (Hikaru ♡), what I hate is still what I hate (Those gaiz there ♡).

I see that Danson Tang is always being the one who advances on any guys or girls. O: He's so... good-looking, yeah. XD Reminds me of Yamada really. So the thing is, the guy acting for Qi Tai is Figaro Ceng? Or Ceng Shao Zong. At a certain angle, he looks like Taguchi. (Apparently, I've spent so much time staring at pictures 8D;;)

IAAAAAAANNNNN. I.. I..... I WANT TO WATCH THEM AGAIN. THEY KISS AGAIN. DID YOU KNOW THAT THEY'RE GOING TO HAVE A SEASON 3? AIN'T THAT COOL?! They'll be working together for the 4th dorama~ 8D They should.. you know.. like marry. XD;; Yes, I do ship celebrities pairing. O:

Did ja know? Baoru is sort of on and off. It was on a few days ago. Silly Bao. XD

I notice that Jiro tends to play the silly guy? XD Well, from what I've seen so far. And he gets paired up with foreign-looking girls. ♡

OH OH OH. I remember this one scene of Zhi Shu telling his brother, Yu Shu. "I know you hate stupid people. But don't bully my wife too much." Duuuuuuude, that line killed me! (Or at least, it killed my heart for a second and made me grin stupidly)

So the thing is, I've been thinking... about OTPs. XD;; OTP~ I also feel like stranggling Bao in an I-LOVE-YOU way (creepy, yes). XD;; Darn it, things that drama does to you~ (But in my case, it means disappearing for a long time, while not showering, not eating and not sleeping much.)

I love what I love, I hate what I hate! ♡

I can save it, yeah!

♡　I was out of.. err.. country. I was in Hongkong. And now, I miss Hongkong so much that when I got back in my room, it felt... as if it wasn't my room. Sort of. Darn it. Jet lag, probably. Despite the time zone being not much difference. Though, I've been sleeping up to 9AM (usual time I wake up overseas), where I often wake up around 6AM or 7AM at home. Darn it. I aim to go and work in Hongkong now. ):

♡　I saw a guy who looks and acts and talks like Koyama in Hongkong. He was so cute (like Koyama)! And so very friendly (like Koyama)! And also talkative (like Koyama)! Darn it. As you see now, I'm actually a Koyama fan when I was in the NEWS fandom. Ufufufufu. That's how I got to Ya-Ya-yah and Hey! Say! JUMP, by the way.

♡　He was a shop assistant. He put on my shoes for me. My heart was all dokidoki during that period. I ended up buying two pairs of school shoes. Darn it.

♡　I feel that I can call myself a girl. I bought myself eight new tops (lol). Two new shoes (lol). Three new bags (lol). And a few more things.

♡　I also bought Sims 3 CD which I play endlessly. 8D;;

♡　I admit that I have a Leo-phobia, which means I'm scared of people who are Leos. Because. My dad is one. Nakai (From SMAP, the guy who fights with Ohno) is one. Err.. Yeah. A few friends who have scary temper. Ugh. So scared of them. I want to avoid them at any cost. Blame my dad. He was the one who frightened me badly when I was young. I even saw this thing that said, "If you have a Leo in the house, LEAVE immediately." Threrefore, concludes my Leo-phobia.

♡　I also tend to feel that Aries can be boring. Darn it.

♡　I love Sagittariuses the best. Lol. Not because I'm one. But because, 1) Hikaru is one, 2) Taguchi is one, 3) Shoon is one, 4) Ohno is one, 5) Maruyama (he is the funny, silly guy in Kanjani8, that not people would notice) is one, errrr.. lol. Hahaha. Let's not forget Chinen now.

♡　But honestly, why, if you add all that up, most of those guys are funny (or at least try to be). I like funny guys. Lol. I try to be funny too (but as you can see, I'm bad at it without fan fictions)

♡　Okay, I also like Aquarius. They're cool. That's kinda like Yabu. I have friends who are Aquarius, and they try to be funny too. Oh. Sho and Kusano are Aquarius. See how funny they are!

♡　Mum had a dream that she couldn't save me, and that because of that, I died. Lol. She wouldn't let me go, and now works to hope that something like that never happens.

♡　But I didn't have the heart to tell her that if that was her first time she had that kind of dream, it'd be nice. I have dreams like that a lot. More than 50% of the dreams that I remember consist of one of my family members leaving, dying, or comitting suicide, and if it was about my friends, often it was about them betraying me, or leaving me. I have sad dreams, but also random ones that make me happy. Oh, I also tend to dream about everyong going against me for something not big that I did that leads to me getting expelled from school. And I also get chased often. A few ghostly dreams too. Ufufufufu. I wonder what my subconscious is telling me.

♡　I feel that in the family, I'm the one who is most likely to die first, and young. Because. I feel that I may have a few mental issues. Lol. Split personalities don't help. O:

♡　Though, I also seem to be the one who is likely to smoke (dad smokes, and I admit that I like the smell of it), drugs? errr... Naw. Probably. Anti-depressants. Or those... medicine to stop panic attacks. Darn it. ):

♡　Sorry, just needed to rant.

♡　School starts on September~ Yay!

♡　My dad's birthday is up soon~ By 17th August. Darn, what should I get him?

♡　I want to confess... that I like making new friends, and tossing old ones away. Because, I don't like getting attached.

♡　I have attachment issues okay.

♡　Apparently, I still do get attached to people, but, I just go away from them to make it seem as if I'm fine. I'm just in denial.

♡　Then, to make it worse, I make more and more new friends, but still think about them.

♡　And I sink more into despair, depression, and denial. And I get hurt whenever I see that my disappearance meant nothing to them.

♡　Thus explains why I like to be in solitude.

♡　And be alone somewhere.

♡　I'm talking about online and offline. Lol.

♡　And because of that despair, depression and denial, I get so sad and hurt. That I end up going crazy. Where my sanity is gone for a short while. I get so insane that I have the urge to smash all the glass bottles I have around my room, but I still have enough sanity to just go to sleep. (or blog) Then after that, when I'm fine, I'm calm. Like nothing happened. Apparently, after that, I get panic attacks. Yes. They last for 10 minutes or more. Less than an hour, but often stops after that, even though it starts again after a while.

♡　Apparently, someone advised me that I should go take some medicines for that. Of course, by permission.

♡　I suddenly remember having someone told me that I should go see a therapist.

♡　I don't know, this isn't really a medical problem is it?

♡　I just can't handle stress.

♡　So I should just not have friends.

♡　That's fine with me. Yeah. No wait, it's not okay. I can fight it! Yeah! I can save it, yeah~ (goes and sings 'Dial Up' by NYC Boys)

♡　So word around town is that, I'm going unstable, and I get mood swings (or quick personality change) and that I've been advising people to stay away from me.

♡　During this time, I would so get some vodka and get myself drunk. I do think that at some point of being drunk and high, I'd burst into tears and hug everyone before running to the streets and into a truck. Hmmm.

♡　I suddenly think that perhaps my rate to commit suicide is there, but usually it'd be due to mentality problems.

♡　I have mentality issues. Apparently. I'm also unpredictable. My actions are. Apparently. No one knows what is in my mind. Someone said it was like a black hole. Honestly, I don't think it's a compliment. It means no one wants to know what I think of things. So it leaves me to two choice, 1) Speak my mind, still, since I'm an honest person, and being straight-forward is what I'm good at, but that also drives people away, or 2) Do not speak my mind, do not drive people away, have friends, but suffer inside. But either way, option number 1 makes me lose sanity just by not having friends, so I end up talking to myself like now. While option number 2, I lose sanity in a way that bottling everything up sucks so badly. Yes. That much of things that I say are often honesty, so not being honest would be changing how I speak (completely, perhaps)

♡　I sure hope no one is actually reading this.

♡　I wonder who should I turn to. Honestly, that has been a question that I've been asking myself for the whole of my life.

Oh my

It is only one more month to go. Until. My daddy's, and Rin-chan's birthday. Yay.

ALSO ERIKA TODA AND DAVID CONRAD. Ohohohoho~

Awesome thing.

Last night, Kaoru might have been high.

O: Probably. I was using a lot of yo's, didn't I? Oh well.

Today,

★　　I want to finish cleaning up half of my room. Pack away my mangas and old uniform.

★　　I wonder if I should trim a bit of my hair? Maybe. Maybe. Maybe. Maybe.

★　　So. Bored. Somehow. I don't know. (Hi Zushi.)

★　　I probably have supply for the whole school year. Oh. Maybe have a small pen issues. Maybe.

★　　People at the stationery store in JIS are so nice. O: I want to be friends with them.

★　　I think I should start picking up tips and hints of driving. Because my mommy wants to get rid of the driver as soon as I learn how to drive. I'll probably start driving by 2011. I'll still be in school. So it means, badass!Kaoru tryin' to be a cool, drivin' dat sports car of 'er mama to skool. Ya get me? (Oh I can so pass as an old lady now, for failing to talk err... 'cool dawg' style.)

★　　Our song is the slamming screen doors. Sneakin' out late, tapping on your window. When we're on the phone and you talk real slow, 'cause it's late and your mama don't know. Our song is the way you laugh. The first date "man, I didn't kiss her, and I should have," and when I got home ... before I said amen, asking God if he could play it again.

★　　I didn't know it was a public holiday. I forgot. It is HRH's B'day. Happy B'day, then! (Hi Zushi.)

★　　O: I am incredibly random. I suddenly feel the urge to make a random post.

★　　I miss Nacchan. And Ian. And Nacchan. And Ian. I like listening to them playing the guitar, talking, chatting, then one of them becomes mean, and the other starts blaming me for the bad influence, then we laugh, and then we chat, then one of them becomes mean, and then the other asks me if the first one was being mean, and then I answer something saying that probably not, and then the first one says, "See?" Oh, the good cycle.

★　　Dindin says I'm too nice. It's creepy for him. He can't get used to it. (Hi Zushi.)

★　　I have no idea who actually reads my blog anymore. (Hi Zushi.)

★　　RABU CON = Awesome. O: I like the actress playing as Risa. She is mecha puri-puri-puriti~

★　　Apparently the image of Inoo's and Matsumoto's 'PURI-PURI-PRETTY' is still stuck in my mind. Chibi Inoo is chibi.

★　　I have not talked to several people for a long time. Oh well. (Hi Zushi.)

★　　IAAAAAAN. ILY SO MUCH. Didja get a BF who you can show off to us yet? C:

★　　NACCHAAAAAN. ILY AS MUCH AS IAN. Didja get a rough voice yet so you can sing Konnaaaaaaaayuki to us like Remioromen?

★　　Oh, I'm curious. Does Zushi still talk to my sister online? Hmmmmmmmmmmm. (Hi Zushi.)

★　　I wonder what's up with Dindin and his weirdness. Too weird. Tooooo weeeeeird.

★　　Nii-chan Rin-chan suddenly talked to me. So weird. Soooooo weeeeeeird. She asked me what's up. Obviously, the ceiling, air, roof and sky. (Hi Rin-chan.)

★　　Apparently, I scared the wits out of Gerard who is too scared to talk to me. Harhar. Lol. Reminds me of my cousins now. Lol. I know when I'm not wanted, so don't even bother. Talking. To. Me. (Hi Gerard.)

★　　TD. Harhar. Lol. Silent treatment. That's what he's giving me. It's okay. I don't really mind. Or care. (Hi guys.)

★　　I forgot to mention Asshie. Hi, Asshie.

★　　There's also JJ. Hi, JJ.

★　　I realised that I love collecting gift boxes. The ones with a nice design. Hooooo.

★　　SAMMA!

★　　God, please play our song again. O:

★　　Dindin says I'm nicer now because I have a new lover. Lol. Wtf. Who the hell is my new lover? (Hi new lover.)

★　　Then again, probably I'm just going insane? Maybe. Yeah. Maybe. Harhar. I have one and a half months more to gooooo. Till. School starts. Yes. I can wait. I can. I can. I can. I can. Maybe.

★　　I swear, in the family, I'm probably the one who has the highest rate of going psychotic and be insane.

★　　Unless you include the cat. Hoho~

★　　Okay. Maybe not.

★　　I miss JE. Somehow. Taaaaguuuchiiii. Hiiiikaaaaruuuuu.

★　　I will make another random post later. Later.

★　　GHOST WHISPERER TIEM.

Kaoru should not be a person who is a person.

O: She is pro, yo! At hurting people's feelings, yo!

Because she says she doesn't care, yo! She's a good actor, yo!

But sucks at trying to be awesome, yo! She ain't cool either, yo!

She also sucks at trying different accents, yo!

....Okay I should stop now. O:

Yesterday, Kaoru was crying one litre of tears...

...it's just a figure of speech. I did cry a lot though!

Why?

WHY?

Because I was watching Ghost Whisperer. Season 4.

/sobs

I SHIP MEL/JIM RELATIONSHIP. ;A;

The BEST married couple everrrrrr. ;A;

But why am I crying? Well, because. Episode 6. ;A;

In the end, it was something like, "You look even more beautiful everytime I see you." They were smiling lovingly at each other then. He said something. She was actually sleeping and waking up to see him. She asked if she should get the doctor. THEN he said. "Melinda. Look at me. Remember me like this.. I will always love you." Then she looks at him confused before she sees another HIM behind him on the bed, and he had a flatline (he was at the hospital).

Then.. she was all sobbing and..

"No. No. Not you. Please, not you!" and UWAAAAAAAH

;A; (bawls eyes out) JIM DIED. WHY. WHY WHY WHYYYYYYYYYYYYY.

But he refuses to cross over into the light. He sticks around.. as a ghost. Before he steals some dead guy's body. o:

So, today...

I found this. Someone put a link to her website, and said.

"... It's for fellow Edward Cullen lovers. So basically every sane girl on the planet. .."

So.

I'm insane? Lol.

Today, Kaoru is a new person.

I...

HAVE BOUGHT MY NEW SCHOOL UNIFORM.

I admit that I have this... uniform fetish. So I ended up wearing them once I got home. A small confession.. I FEEL SO VERY VERY HAPPY NOW.

The adventure that me & my new school uniform will face one day! (Yes, that is how obsessed I am with uniforms.)

But there are few... uniforms that I do not like. For example. PDS School Uniform. Those... baju kurong uniforms. HUGE NO-NO's.

I like western uniforms that does not include any stripes or weird colour combination~ I like plaid skirts though.

Oh. I'm beginning to like red. Like maroon. And all. Yeah. Red. Akai. Akai-chan. Aka-chan. Baby. Darling. Honey. Sweetie. Candy. Ice cream. Ice. Juice. Fruit. Yogurt. Milk. Milo. Hot chocolate. Water. (goes on and on about it)

Today, Kaoru updates.

• Recently, I've been looking for a good game. Someone told me to try out a few games like NeoSteam and Dragonica. So I tried Dragonica. Interesting. Fun. I'm playing it now. But my interaction skills suck. Badly too. I then realised that I'd often make a female character at first with my second being male. Then my male character would often be the one use a lot.
• They have this 'Find a date' function where I randomly clicked on before thinking, "Oh, I wonder if they're warrior girls?" Then after one hour, I then realised that I was thinking of myself as a guy. I will need to brainwash myself.
• I have un-installed DOMO. Just because. I had problems with Dragonica lagging a lot. But it was resolved after I used full-screen view. I am a loner who fights every single monster in the mission maps. I'm awesome like that.
• A few days before I started playing, I was a sadistic person. I was being an S to everyone. How sad.
• Then again, I was very bold and strong that I wanted to watch a lot of horror movies. But I didn't get to. /sadfaic
• I have forgotten about my LJ friends. Now I shall make a comeback. I have new icons for all my LJ accounts! /heart
• I don't know about Gaia. My friends are being so blah. I will disappear without a word. Harhar.
• Out of all the icons I have on my LJ, on my JE blog, almost half of the icons are of Hikaru. He's awesome like that.
• I use pointers because I'm just too lazy to put them in a nice looking paragraph. Lazy Kaoru is lazy.
• I shall look into my RP now. Lol. Because I've been so lazy that I'm so lazy. Laziness will be the thing that'll kill me. Out of all the seven deadly sins, I represent Sloth. A lot.
• I suddenly remember something about what Shoon had said. "When you look at a Sloth's face, don't you feel like you're at peace?" Lol. Shoon is so weird.
• A few days ago, I watched Ice Age 3. Not a big impression. I only like four characters. And that's the only thing that I liked. The Possum Brothers are awesome. And also Buck with Diego.
• I am now listening to Maple Story OST because I feel like recalling back my first exprience with MMORPGs. Thanks, Zushi!
• To not make it awkward, I shall start thanking everyone else. But too lazy to think about it, so I'll say, Thanks, everyone!
• One day, I will start playing Eternal Sonata again. I will also play Persona 4 by my friend's recommendation. But he's a pervert. So. Yeah. I wonder if I should start regarding myself as a guy now.
• I still want to look for new MMORPGs to play. Megaten is not an exception. It doesn't give me a good impression.
• I want to live in a fantasy world where I can control air and wind, flying and floating in midair. But also, I want it to be a steam-punk themed where I am also the captain of a flying airship that is used to transport goods and travel all over the world. It will be used and owned by a merchant guild that trades those goods else where. Thus, making me the leader of such a merchant guild. I am money-minded like that.
• Fasting Month starts around September. So I do not have to worry about my money being fully used up as lunch money for that month.
• If I were to rely fully on school food for lunch, I calculated that, since one meal is approximately $4.00, and one week, we have five days of school. Every month there is 4 weeks, making it at least 20 days of school for every month. So for every month, I'd have at least spent $80.00 on lunch, leaving me only $20.00 to save, and/or spend. I suddenly frown at that idea.
• I will go out and buy my uniform tomorrow. Morning. If I remember. Hmmmm.
• THIS IS THE SUMMER TIME.
• AGH. I FORGOT THAT WE HAD TUITION TONIGHT! (It's 9PM by now.)
• Errr. What happened to my phone.

I want to make a new RP.

....just like what the title said.

Kaoru gives you the thumbs up.

This.

Is.

WIN.

Lol. Kaoru is rusty.

Ahahahaha.

I re-read my own fanfics. Of HSJ.

And.

I.

Want.

To.

Go to the toilet after reading the one about Hikaru's 5 disturbing dreams. /bawwwws

): AW.

I'm planning to... draw...

The five girls. RPC.

Akaze, Azura, Erix, Kaoru and Rei. /cough

Gooood luck to me~

Today, Kaoru...

It's one of those short long entries again!

(´ ▽ ` ; )

My head is throbbing in pain. Painful head is painful.

(´ ▽ ` ; )

Lately, Kaoru is so lame. Doesn't greet people on their birthday. How lame is that.

(´ ▽ ` ; )

Gaia is Gaia. Period.

(´ ▽ ` ; )

Kaoru was so high yesterday. High Kaoru is high.

(´ ▽ ` ; )

I refuse to PM anyone and set things right. Because lazy Kaoru is still lazy.

(´ ▽ ` ; )

Maybe this long short entry isn't so long after all. FAIL.

(´ ▽ ` ; )

Lame Kaoru has no idea what to say.

(´ ▽ ` ; )

Tales of Vesperia looks cool. How cool is that.

(´ ▽ ` ; )

Failure is still failure.

(´ ▽ ` ; )

Wheeeen there was a....

Over at my deviantart!

Tooooniiight, Kaoru is too sleepy.

TOO SLEEPY TO BLOG.

TOO SLEEPY TO REPLY TO ANY MESSAGES.

TOO SLEEPY TO REPLY ON FORUM.

TOO SLEEPY TO THINK ABOUT WHAT TO SAY.

/snore

It was such... a pickle.

That's all I want to say.

Oh, and...

The JIS classrooms were so comfy~ It has this homely feeling that can make you feel welcomed. It's spacey, and big enough for the number of students that is using the class. Besides that, the smaller classrooms.. usually it's not too squeezed in together, but it still has space where you can move freely, and stuff are put around convinently!

I also noticed that my teachers are all males. /laughs

Nice teachers though. I haven't met my PE teacher yet, but I think I have an idea of who HE is.

JIS Year 12 Information Programme : DAY TWO

Today is the 25th of June 2009, Thursday. I had my 2nd day at JIS, where we had this 'Career & Higher Education' talk.

They gave us forms to help us and all, and talked to us about that. Right now, they told us that we have start thinking about WHAT we want to do AFTER university and all. They gave us forms to help us out, and even encouraged us. But of course, it wouldn't be JIS if it wasn't so interesting and sort of funny.

I had to say that it really got me thinking about it.

Well, after that, they brought the new students (and the old students had to go to separate different groups). So, I bet you're thinking WHY. Well, apparently, the school computer system is WAY better. We actually have good and fast internet speed (way better than mine), and every student has their own account. Which means, your files are only for your eyes. This also prevents any strangers from going on the computer since you need to be logged in.

The new students of course, had no account of their own. Which means, they gave us the 'temp' user access. Of course, we'll be getting our own username and all once we start school. They gave us time to look in UCAS and all for any course that you're going for, including the name of the university. There were at least 5 spaces, and I put in my options for all. So. I think those who went with me to the UK expo thing, you know where I was heading for. You're right! I put in that I'd want to go for 'Business Studies & Japanese' in Cardiff. So the teacher who was part of the 'Career and Higher Education' staff, and also one of those in charge of this talk saw it and was surprised. Then he asked me, "Do you understand Japanese?" in Japanese itself! And I was surprised at first and went like, "Eh?" and he laughed. Of course, being me, I answered, "ちょっと"... which means "A little bit", then he told me that he had worked in Japan for 10 years before, and then talked to me in Japanese for a bit. It was an interesting conversation! And yeah. He's British, by the way.

So after that, we had a 20 minute break where we walked around, then after that, we had to go back to the same room for another talk about leadership. So I got to learn about this one journey made by a group of men to the South Pole, and all. I was sort of interested in it, even if I was a bit sleepy.

After that, we had to go to class. Mine was Business Studies. And unfortunately, I don't know anyone. I mean, I do, but not someone who I talked to before. There were only two girls, including me and the rest were guys. But we were at least just 10 students. Yeah. It's pretty little, but hey, it's better than that one student class! (There were 3 classes where there was only one or two students)

Since most of us didn't know each other, we were quite quiet. The teacher was nice though! We played a game where we had to guess who that famous entrepreneur was. Actually, he (Mr. A. Khan) asked us who has done business studies in O level, and apparently, I'm the only one who didn't. Haaah. I am sort of at a 'disadvantage' compared to the rest, but anyhow! Business is my forte (sort of), so I'll be able to cope with it!

So he told us that we wouldn't be doing much (or any) coursework, but exams. Though, for most of the lessons we'll be watching a LOT of videos of business owners and all. So yeah. Cool, ain't it? Oh, and we got to watch a sample video of it, and yeah, it was about how the owners planned it and all. Most of the work will be based on case studies (and probably projects), but that's fine with me.

After that, I went on my LOOOOOONG way to the other side of the property just to get to my Physics class. I was a bit late, but they haven't started yet. We did a bit of work. I paired up with Natasha, by the way! It's all fine though. Uhm. I was slightly on the... off side, since it's been a while since I worked on these stuff. Anyhow! I had to say that Mr. K. Hill & Mr. K. Stevenson were a bit on the serious side, but nonetheless, I'll be working forward to be their student! At least, now I know that I can cope with the teachers. /nods

Once that was done, we had lunch break. We were a bit.. off at buying the food at the canteen, since it was sort of our first time.. having a board where you can look at so you know what you can buy. There's also this sort of 'buffet' thing, but I didn't want to eat any complicated food, so I went to buy a sandwich. After I went to the counter and tried to pay, they said that I had to get a food coupon with that money so I had to go away and buy food coupons which came in 50 cents, $1 and $3. I bought a stack for $5, where I used $3.50 in buying an egg salad sandwich and a bottle of water.

I had lunch with Natasha, Lynz, Wali, Nazmi and two other girls who are new students as well. It was fun somehow! I got to joke a bit, and yeah. I'm actually socialising. After that, we went back to the first place for some Leadership/Teamwork activity. It was fun though! A few activities which also included having to find out what kind of person you are. I'm a "dreamer", where I'm a creative person. Yeah, it went on like that.

Once that was over, we went home and all.

It wasn't much compared to yesterday, but then it's still good enough for me! I'll be buying my uniforms and books soon though. By next week. /smile

I hope I can buy new school shoes too. Comfortable ones.

JIS Year 12 Information Programme : DAY ONE (Part 2, Activities in Empire)

So we got to the Marine Centre, where most of us changed. I wore shorts and all. Because we'll be getting into the water. So, here, we'll be doing 8 activities with our team. Mine was the Swans.

In any case, there was 4 physical, and 4 mental activities. But I had to say, ALL OF THEM WERE FUN.

I got to meet with Nurus and Zi, who were Mustaqiimah's friends. I went with them for almost the whole time, and they were in my team. There were 7 other teams, and we all alternate the activity we'll be doing.

For us Swans, we'll be going Tug-of-war at first. Okay, so one side, we had a LOT of girls. Just maybe three guys. And then the other end, there were a LOT of guys, and buff ones at that point. (But hey, almost ALL of the guys have a very good body... not that... I was staring)

For the first round, our side won. That alone made me very tired. Then after that, their side won and Zi actually fell! Then for the last round, we were very determined to win. Especially the girls. And we did! Against the side of guys. Man, it was so damn tiring that my arms still are sore from that!

For every activity, we actually took a short break where I'd go drink a cup of water. Yeah, it was hot like that.

After that, we had this sort of run-grab-run thing. Okay, so there were cones, and everyone has to run to get one. But the thing is, there are less cones, there are people. Which means, they'll be reducing the number of cones until there was one. But here's the HUGE twist. We were doing it on one part of the beach. And the sand was SO DAMN FUCKING HOT. This is what I did. I went.. and I ran to where we have to line up. Once I was there, everyone else was hopping and jumping cause the sand was very hot. How hot was it? Uhm. You know, when you cook something, then you'd need a cloth to cover up your hand before you grab the handle of the pot/pan, right? But if you don't use the cloth, it burns your hand, doesn't it? Yes. It was THAT hot. I was jumping and hopping like crazy before I realise that that alone doesn't help, so I actually ran back all the way to the side where a few of our team mates stood at. Because they didn't want to do it. Only half of the team played. /cough

Once that was done, we went into the water for some water volleyball. This HAS to be one of the most fun activity. We split our selves up and played as a team. I have to say that the guys were waaaaaaaaay better at it than the girls. I didn't do much for half of it, but they actually gave me a few throws. Yeah, my team was very nice. At one point, one of the guys was going to throw, but when he did, it hit his face before it bounced up, where he hit it again. We were all laughing at him. When I threw, I was like a newbie... where I AM one. I even tried to serve like how I would on land, but since the water was up to my waist.. or above that, it was hard. I actually sent the ball flying to the back. Then we all joked about it.

After that, was this sort of long.. float thing. We had to run from one end to the other within a time limit. But the things is, there were things.. you have to overcome on the float. If you fell out and into the water, you need to do it again. I didn't try it though. It was funny to see Zi and Nurus do it though!

Then it was lunch time. Empire food is good though! I ate with Mustaqiimah and the rest, but I didn't see Nurus around. I got to learn some of their names and all.

Once lunch was over, the swans had to do the mental activities.

The first one was 'tiles' where there's a lot of carpets that were laid down on the grass. Not all of the carpets were of the same size. The first one was big, and it decreases on like that. The rule of the game was to have everyone of the team to stand on the carpet, but our feet must NOT touch the grass. We went on to having everyone stand close together and all, where I even suggested that they stack up together. Which is sort of funny when they did. The teacher kept reminding us of the rules, and yeah. We tried like a LOT of times. In 8 minutes. I have to say that this is the first time I held a guy's hand so tightly... let alone stand VERY close in front of one. /cough Like I said, we tried a lot of ways that involved us holding hands with the person opposite of us, and also at some point, where we all hugged together. (Lol, don't ask) Then we were thinking about it, until we ACTUALLY got it. We sat down on the grass and put our feet on the carpet. Yes. That was all. We did NOT even have to stand up. Daaaamnnn, that made us look stupid!

After that, our next activity was the 'helium bar'. There's a sort of long metal 'pole' where we all hand to hold it on our index fingers. Boys took the left side of the pole, and the girls took the other. The goal is to put it down on the grass, but we mustn't drop it, or leave our finger. Unfortunately, you can use only your index, and you can't hook your finger around it. It took us some time at first, but then after that, it was actually easy! I guess that's when we started cooperating.

After that, we had the... blind fold thing. There was a rope on the ground where it was curved and all. There was a lot of water bottles too beside the rope. So this is what we had to do. We had to walk and move, following the rope. But the thing is, we can't knock down ANY bottles, and that we were blind folded. I was paired up with Nurus, and I had to guide her. But we can't touch them. So somehow it was hard. We only got two people to finish it up without knocking down any bottles. Nurus finished too!

Once that was done, we had the spider volleyball where we there was this one 'net' where the strings are little, and there are holes that we had to pass through. But we had to go as a team to the other side without knocking the net down. We were the last team and fastest!

Anyway, we had time after that, but we went a bit earlier than planned. So yeah. It was fun, and the students were nice. I get people asking me for my name and asking me if I was enjoying my time or not, considering that I was a new student. So yeah. This was my first time being in a school where the people are nice and warm. Besides form 4 and form 5. But it took me time to open up, right? I opened up on the first day itself.

Well, tomorrow, I'll be having my second day of the Year 12 Information Programme thing. But we wouldn't be going out like this. We'll be having a Leadership/Teamwork thing, and a Higher Education/Career talk as well as our two other classes. For Business Studies, I don't know anyone, so yeah. I'll also be eating lunch there, so yeah.

JIS Year 12 Information Programme : DAY ONE (Part 1, Classes)

So today, 24th June 2009, Wednesday, I had my Year 12 Information Programme in JIS.

Its purpose was to give us a taste of how form 6 life would be like in JIS, and also today, we had a trip of Empire Hotel, as an activity to get everyone up and together. Especially for the new students! It'll go on for two days, where we'll have 5 classes, one period each, and they'll explain to us what we should expect of the subjects, and its syllabus.

Before I went, I was supposed to go with my neighbour's children: Nurul and Adam. Nurul is going to be in the same batch of Year 12 with me! So we talked for a bit as we were going to JIS.

Once there, she helped me around, and well, it was nice. I got to find out what class I'm in and had today. She was only in one of my classes, though she had friends to help us get around. /smile

When I was looking at my subjects and classes on the board, I met two other friends. Lynz, who had been in the same school with me for half a year before she went back, and also Natasha, who was my childhood's close friend. I've met her before, and I did not recognise her, until I saw her name!

They had two other guy friends who came with them all the way from Belait. I think they were in the same school before? Uhm. Their names were Nazmi and Wali. I'd have to say that Wali is nice, while Nazmi was a bit.. anti-social. But at any case, I went with Natasha and Lynz still.

We had to go somewhere for assembly and we were sort of early. When we were there, they gave us this booklet where it tells us what class I'm supposed to go to and all. Natasha is in all my classes, but one. So today we were practically together the whole time. I only have one class together with Lynz, and one with Nurul.

During assembly, they talked about our classes and all. It wasn't long, but I saw how many people there are. I saw Mustaqiimah as well! Apparently, they told us that they put us in random teams which is decided by the booklet you picked out. I was in the 'Swans' team, where I don't know anyone. /sadfaic

We'll be going in teams once we're in Empire, so yeah.

So after assembly, it was core studies, which is English. The ones who I know are in that class, but not Nurul. Mustaqiimah actually took me with her to English, but I... actually forgot about Lynz and Natasha.

We didn't do much since the projector needed assistance. So we weren't doing much. Natasha and Lynz came in late, but they didn't miss much. So my teachers for English were Mr. S. Denby and Mr. N. Smith. Apparently, for core studies, we only have 3 classes for each week. (One class = One Period = 45 Minutes) We'll be having assignments every two weeks, according to one my teachers. It's a one year course, and we'll only be doing two papers, two hours each. But also almost 2 essays per paper. So yeah. My teachers were rather... funny in a way. Which is great! ...then again, I always have a weird humour.

After that, we had Further Maths, where only me and Natasha was there. Apparently, I get to 'meet' one of the new students, Ian, who I'll be having 3 subject classes with. The teacher (Mr. E. Kyle) was interesting, though, I can't.. say he's funny. He tries to be, though. /chuckle

After that, we have Chemistry with Mr. T. Pluck and Mr. C. Kruger. Mr. Kruger was rather nice to me and Natasha as we were new students. Nurul was also in my class. We watched a few videos about chemistry (which is rather interesting), where after that, we made 'slime'. It was funny. My slime's name is Ambuyat. Because.. it looks like one. I was a bit... off.. since it's been a long time since I've handled chemistry... stuff.

Once that was over, we all gathered together to the buses. I was in Bus 3 with everyone else, but Mustaqiimah. I got to meet two people who asked me if I knew Fizah and Faizshah. /laugh

Then we were off!

Today, Kaoru is done with it~

So, after 3 nights of pulling an all-nighter, I'm finally done with my work~ /hearts

But tonight, and tomorrow night, I'll be sleeping in earlier because of my 'school days' on Wednesday and Thursday. I'm a bit excited about it! ...Though, I'm also very anxious about it.

Uhm. I bet people are wondering why I'm always pulling an all-nighter. Truth to be told, I'm talking to a friend. So yeah. /cough

Plus, we're working on a project together.

Anyhoooow, PHASE ONE is done now. But he's already giving me a curfew and putting up rules about my sleeping schedule. /pouts

Ah well, I'll only pull an all-nighter once we start on PHASE TWO, THREE, FOUR, etc.

Oh hey, he's a bit smarter than the other people I know~

So, I was successful... somehow.

My first successful one...

Hah. It was hard. VERY HARD.

This is probably the first time that I pulled an all-nighter and did not sleep for a single hour! /heart

I am very proud now~ But it's 7.20AM. Ish. Ish.

I have not finished doing my business yet. It's sort of... difficult trying to write an original story, right?

So, this went on a whole new level...

Wow...

LEVEL UP.

...... Being driven by a pro. /redfaic

I HAVE A PRO AS MY TEACHER! /hearts

Today, Kaoru is very very frustrated! ...in an odd way

"Your cue, that."

AGH IT'S MY CUE! WHAT! AAAAAAARGH I'M NO EXPERT IN THIIIIIIIS!!!!

Tonight, Kaoru is being someone's whore.

So. Now. My face is really red. /sweat

I'm doing very weird things. Like roleplaying a girl who's wearing a puke-covered kimono. /sweat

She is very silly. /kurukuru

Actually, stupid is a better word. /moyamoya

She's supposed to be the Lady Boss of some brothel trading company. /waratte

I'm very tired. It's almost 4AM now. /sweat

But I'm enjoying this moment. /waratte

Today, Kaoru is a bitch.

So today,

I told Gerard. He felt bad. I laughed. At him. Lol. Why so srs. /happygrin

I will continue rubbing into his wounds, telling him that he's like every other people that told me that they're my friends and will not do anything horrible, but does something horrible and suddenly makes me question if this is actually 'friendship'. /seriousfaic

So then, I started being a bitch about it. And now. I'm sadistic beyond words. /moyamoya

Today,

I will be nice to Zushi. /happyfaic

Because I lack of people who I can be nice and care for. /warai

Today, Kaoru is happy again~

And now, I'm fine! (smile)

I'd have to say that I really lack of friends, huh~ But I like having close friends. (smil) It is not an empty, and passing relationship.

While the fact that Gerard is sort of ignoring me (at some point), I got a bit sad. (sadsmile)

But talking to Trooper Droid really brought my mood up! うれしいよ~ (happyfaic)

Today, Kaoru is just stupid.

Today, I feel horrible. (weaksmile)

Because I found out something. (frown)

And it's not a good thing. (sadfaic)

I shall now disappear with the feelings of uhm. Yes. Fish. (smile)

Puuuuu

Today, I got lazy and did only one thing on my 'to-do' list. No, it's not doing Rei, or anyone at that point. Lol. I only went out for lunch, but mommy and I didn't talk about my lame!dorky future. D:

My room still looks like someone messed it up after f*cking around. ): It's so messyyyy.

Today, I was a lazy ass and spent almost the whole afternoon sleeping my ass off. Now, I feel sick beyond any sick words. It's kinda like morning sickness, but for afternoon and not getting pregnant. Lol. If I was, then I'm pretty sure the daddy is Gerard.

I just remembered what Sachi said before.

"Bao is a drug now."

(´ ▽ ` ; ) Lame!memory is lame for remembering at the wrong time.

Today, Kaoru is not a pedo.

Today, I have a few plans in mind.

CLEANING UP MY ROOM, is an obvious thing. Lol. No one wants to enter my hazardous room. D':

I will go out for lunch with my mother and talk about my lame!dorky future. Lol. I will also go out and buy myself some things.

Today, I shall go do something girly and painful. Watch as I fail to do it, and sob about it online.

The Cold... glass

Well, since it's raining, I thought that the glass window would be cold, and I was right. So I was breathing close to it, and it fogged up the glass. It was funny somehow.

I wrote in someone's name and grinned like an idiot before I wiped it off. I'm lame like that. Lol. I wonder who's the unlucky person?

Lazy day starts

Today, the morning was a bit darker than usual. Which means it's raining. It still is now. Apparently, I feel very calm. (´ ▽ ` ; ) And lazy.

Lol. I will post about something lame later.

Today, Kaoru's room is not clean.

Today, I spent the whole day cleaning up my room. Though, I can't say I made much progress, but I have cleaned out all the papers away!

Nacchan~ (´ ▽ ` ; )

Remember that huge pile of... stuff on my table and beside my table? It's gone now~ ❤

I went to JIS today again. Lol.

My knee hurts from having to sit-stand on the ground while typing on the laptop. My chair is far off beside my bed. I was cleaning out my desk, so yeah.

A dorky!Kaoru is so dorky. I need to take dorky lessons from Hikaru. Lol. Yessss.

Music: I'll do anything (By Jason Mraz)

Dorama: None

Games: None

MSN: Online/Away

Time: 16th June 2009, 7.41PM

N-Newssss

(´ ▽ ` ; ) I haven't been blogging recently, huh.

Well, catching up on the latest news. A week ago, I made an RP Thread, and I have been missing a few nights of sleep because of that. Right now, it's slowly dying. *cough*

I have a few more ideas though! *salutes*

I secretly miss Ian and Nacchan now. (゜ ∆ ゜; )

LOVE STORY - Taylor Swift

LOVE STORY - Taylor Swift

We were both young when I first saw you

I close my eyes and the flashback starts

I'm standing there on a balcony in summer air

See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns

See you make your way through the crowd

And say hello, little did I know

That you were Romeo

You were throwing pebbles

And my daddy said stay away from Juliet

And I was crying on the staircase

Begging you please don't go

And I said

Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone

I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run

You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess

It's a love story, baby, just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you

We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew

So close your eyes, escape this town for a little while

Oh, oh, oh

'Cause you were Romeo,

I was a scarlet letter

And my daddy said stay away from Juliet

But you were everything to me

I was begging you please don't go

And I said

Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone

I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run

You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess

It's a love story, baby, just say yes

Romeo, save me, they're trying to tell me how to feel

This love is difficult, but it's real

Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess

It's a love story, baby, just say yes

I got tired of waiting, wondering if you were ever coming around

My faith in you was fading

When I met you on the outskirts of town

And I said

Romeo save me, I've been feeling so alone

I keep waiting for you but you never come

Is this in my head, I don't know what to think

He knelt to the ground and he pulled out a ring

And said

Marry me, Juliet, you'll never have to be alone

I love you and that's all I really know

I talked to your dad, you'll pick out a white dress

It's a love story, baby, just say yes

Oh, oh, oh, oh

We were both young when I first saw you

:D Quick update?

Today, I had fun.

Thank you, Ian & Nacchan! I love you two~

Phil Collins - Look Through My Eyes

From Lyrics007

Phil Collins - Look Through My Eyes

There are things in life you learn

And oh in time you'll see

It's out there somewhere

It's all waiting

If you keep believing

So don't run

Don't hide

It will be alright

You'll see

Trust me

I'll be there watching over you

Just take a look through my eyes

There's a better place somewhere out there

Just take a look through my eyes

Everything changes

You'll be amazed what you'll find

(There's a better place)

If you look through my eyes

There will be times on this journey

All you'll see is darkness

But out there somewhere

Daylight finds you

If you keep believing

So don't run

Don't hide

It will be alright

You'll see

Trust me

I'll be there watching over you

Just take a look through my eyes

Theres better place somewhere out there

Just take a look through my eyes

Everything changes

You'll be amazed what you'll find

(Theres a better place)

If you look through my eyes

All the things that you can change

There's a meaning in everything

And you will find all you need

There's so much to understand

Take a look (take a look) through my eyes

Theres a better place somewhere out there

Just take a look (take a look) through my eyes

Everything changes

You'll be amazed what you'll find

(You'll be amazed if you just take a look)

Look through my eyes theres a better place somewhere out there

Just take a look through my eyes

Everything changes

You'll be amazed what you'll find

If you look through my eyes

Just take a look through my eyes

If you look through my eyes

Take a look through my eyes

The Enneagram

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Don't mind this entry. Just skip it. In fact, skip it all. Lol.

I'm losing itt. no wait.. I've lost it! BUT I DON'T CARE NO I DONT. I am now laughing at stupid people lol. like you.

Well, aren't you childsh? Get a grip on yourself.

SHUT UP SHUP UP{OUINI DONT FCK*INSJV CARE

And you wonder why you don't have friends.

AAAAAAAAAFYTFZSDHYHGH STUPID GO AWAY I AM IN CONTROL OKAY STUF UPSNWLIFB"IHIP!!

If you're going to be childish like this, it's no wonder you're losing it. Just calm down.

CALM DOWN WHY SHOULD I DONT WANT TO I DONT CARE YOU SHOULDNT CARE ITS MY LIFE ITS MINE MINE MIIIIINE

See, you're even talking to yourself.

YOU'RE NOT PART OF THIS SO SHUT UP WHAT DO YOU KNOW BITCH

You're the bitch here. Just go... sleep. Go and rest. Please, just keep quiet.

WHY SHOULD I EGUIFGOWEHFOUHP I DONT WANT TO WHY WHY WHY WHY&Y WHY WHY WHY WHYW HWYHWHHWHYWOF:GHPIWBHCJOFSKBHPCHIBL

You're incredibly childish, na. What ever happened to "I'm strong. I can pass this."?

SHUT UP ITS MY LIFE SO GOA WAAGW&*YI I DONT CARE ANYMORE I DONT JUST SHUT UP AND LET ME BE. Just.. shut up....

I'm fine. I'm fine now. Please don't worry about me.

Hiatus.

Hiatus.

I'm going on a hiatus. Not sure for how long, but until I get better. Okay. Bye.

I'm back. Still not fine. But still. Still.

Memeeee

Got it from LJ

1. Do you have secrets ?

(´ ▽ ` ; ) Well, of course.

2. Would you fall in love with a girl/guy younger than you ?

(´ ▽ ` ; ) Considering I'm a pedo, yes, I would.

3. Do you enjoy going to school ?

(´ ▽ ` ; ) Depends on my mood. I may, I may not.

4. What would you do with a billion dollars ?

(´ ▽ ` ; ) Live normally, but with even more stuff.

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend ?

(´ ▽ ` ; ) My best friend is a girl. Convince me to swing my door towards girls, maybe. But no.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone ?

Loving someone. (´ ▽ ` ; ) Being loved is nice, but for me, it sometimes get.. well.. if he was a close friend who I care about, I would worry about doing things that might hurt him, while if I love someone, it makes me happy seeing them happy. So yeah.

7. List out your 15 favourite songs:

(´ ▽ ` ; ) Too much! Tooo muuuuch soooongs to pick frooooom.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do ?

(´ ▽ ` ; ) Uhm. I would secretly support him and cheer him on. If there are days when he's just sad, I'll try to cheer up him, but I wouldn't dare making a move on him.

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy ?

(´ ▽ ` ; ) I can't say. I've been calm, but not happy.

10. What makes you angry ?

(´ ▽ ` ; ) Myself. I'm angry at myself somehow. Though, it's more like disappointed than angry.

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time ?

(´ ▽ ` ; ) Working? I'll be pregnant too~ With a boy~ And married~ To Rei/Len/Hikaru/Keito/Takaki/Yabu/Shoon/Taiyou~

12. Who is currently the most important people to you ?

(´ ▽ ` ; ) Myself. My family. Myself. My friends. Myself. My stuff. Myself. People who create music. Myself.

13. What is the most important thing in life ?

(´ ▽ ` ; ) Different things are important to different people. For me, I guess relationships and bonds?

14. Single or attached ?

(´ ▽ ` ; ) I'm single, but my feelings are attached to something. T'is my stuff. Sad, isn't it.

15. What is your favourite colour ?

Green, orange? Blue, black, grey. I'm beginning to like red. (´ ▽ ` ; )

16. Would you give all in a relationship ?

(´ ▽ ` ; ) No. I'll give in enough attention and effort into my relationship, but not everything. I have other things to worry about still.

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick ?

(´ ▽ ` ; ) The one who I love more? But I think it'll be on the same level, no? I would say, it depends on the guy. His personalities and all?

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done ?

(´ ▽ ` ; ) Depending on what it is. I'm the type who holds grudges.

19. What do you want to tell the person you like ?

(´ ▽ ` ; ) The person that I like? "Notice me more!" or "Please don't take advantage of my feelings," or "Come to me when you're feeling down. I will try and help cheer you up. But don't fret, I will not think about using this opportunity to 'attack' you." Something like that.

140 Life Experiences. I've Had 77

Level 1

( ) I had an asthma attack

( ) Smoked A Cigarette

( ) Smoked A Cigar

( ) Tried Weed

(x) Drank Alcohol

(x) Been In Love

( ) Been Dumped

( ) Been Fired

(x) Been In A Fist Fight

( ) Snuck Out Of A Parent's House

total so far: 3

Level 2

(x)Ever Had Feelings For Someone Who Didn't Have Them Back

( ) Been Arrested/Seen Someone You Know Get Arrested

( ) Made Out With A Stranger

( ) Gone Out On A Blind Date

(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person (older than me by 3 years)

(x) Skipped School

( ) Slept With A Co-worker

(x) Seen Something Die

total so far: 7

Level 3

(x) Been On A Plane

(x) Thrown Up From Drinking

(x) Eaten Sushi

( ) Been Snowboarding

( ) Met Someone you met on Myspace

( ) Been Mosh Pitting

(x)Taken Pain Killers

(x) Love(d) or Lust(d) Someone Who You Can't Have

(x) Been in a bad relationship

total so far: 13

Level 4

(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By

( ) Made A Snow Angel

(x) Had A Tea Party

(x) Flown A Kite

(x) Built A Sand Castle

(x) Gone Puddle Jumping

(x) Played Dress Up

(x) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves

( ) Gone Sledding

(x) Cheated While Playing A Game

total so far: 21

Level 5

(x) Been Lonely

(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School

( ) Used A Fake / Someone Else's ID

(x) Watched The Sun Set/Sun Rise

( ) Felt An Earthquake

( ) Kissed A Snake

(x) Been Tickled

( ) Been Robbed / Vandalized

( ) Robbed Someone

(x) Been Misunderstood

total so far: 26

Level 6

( ) Pet A Deer

(x) Won A Contest

( ) Been Suspended

(x) Had Detention

(x) Been In A Car/ Motorcycle Accident

( ) Had / Have Braces

(x) Eaten A Whole Pint Of Ice Cream In One Night

(x) Had Deja Vu

(x) Danced In The Moonlight

(x) Hated The Way You Look

total so far: 33

Level 7

(x) Witnessed A Crime

(x) Questioned Your Heart

(x)Been Obsessed with Post-It-Notes

(x) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud

(x) Been Lost

(x) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World

( ) Swam In The Ocean

(x) Felt Like You Were Dying

(x) Cried Yourself To Sleep

total so far: 41

Level 8

( ) Played Cops And Robbers

(x) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers

(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't

(x) Made Prank Phone Calls

(x) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose

( ) Kissed In The Rain

( ) Written A Letter To Santa Claus

( ) Been Kissed Under A Mistletoe

total so far: 45

Level 9

(x) Watched The Sun Set With Someone You Care / Cared About

(x) Blown Bubbles

(x) Made A Bonfire On The Beach

( ) Crashed A Party

( ) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People

( ) Gone Rollerskating / Blading

(x) Had A Wish Come True

( ) Been Humped By A Monkey

(x) Worn Pearls

(x) Jumped Off A Ledge Into Water

total so far: 51

Level 10

( ) Screamed "Penis" In Class

( ) Swam With Dolphins

(x) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole / Freezer/Ice Cube

( ) Kissed A Fish

(x) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes

(x) Sat On A Roof Top.

(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs

( ) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel

( ) Talked On The Phone For 6 Hours Straight.

(x) Stayed Up All Night

total so far: 56

Level 11

( ) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree

(x) Climbed A Tree

(x) Had / Been In A Tree House

(x)Have Been/Are Scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone

(x) Seen/ Felt A Ghost

( ) Have/ Had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes or Flip Flops

( ) Gone Streaking

( ) Been to/Visited Someone At Jail

( ) Played Chicken

(x) Been Pushed Into A Pool With All Your Clothes On

total so far: 61

Level 12

( ) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger

(x) Broken A Bone

(x) Been Easily Amused

( ) Caught A Fish

(x) Caught A Butterfly

(x) Laughed So Hard You Cried

(x) Cried So Hard You Laughed

( ) Mooned / Flashed Someone

( ) Had someone Moon / Flash You

total so far: 66

Level 13

(x) Cheated On A Test

(x) Forgotten Someone's Name

( ) Slept Naked

(x) French Braided Someones Hair

( ) Gone Skinny Dipping In A Pool (hot tub)

( ) Been Kicked Out Of Your House

(x)Rode A Roller Coaster

(x) Went Scuba-Diving / Snorkeling

( ) Had A Cavity

total so far: 71

Level 14

(x) Been Used

(x) Fell Going Up The Stairs

(x) Been Licked A Cat

(x) Bitten Someone

(x) Licked Someone

( ) Been Shot At With A Paint Ball/BB Gun

( ) Had Sex In A Field/Garden

( ) Flattened Someone's Tires

( ) Drove In A Car Until The Gas Light Came On

(x) Had Bought Something When You Had Only $5.

total: 77

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