Lol. Kaoru is rusty.

Ahahahaha.

I re-read my own fanfics. Of HSJ.

And.

I.

Want.

To.

Go to the toilet after reading the one about Hikaru's 5 disturbing dreams. /bawwwws

): AW.

I'm planning to... draw...

The five girls. RPC.

Akaze, Azura, Erix, Kaoru and Rei. /cough

Gooood luck to me~

Today, Kaoru...

It's one of those short long entries again!

(´ ▽ ` ; )

My head is throbbing in pain. Painful head is painful.

(´ ▽ ` ; )

Lately, Kaoru is so lame. Doesn't greet people on their birthday. How lame is that.

(´ ▽ ` ; )

Gaia is Gaia. Period.

(´ ▽ ` ; )

Kaoru was so high yesterday. High Kaoru is high.

(´ ▽ ` ; )

I refuse to PM anyone and set things right. Because lazy Kaoru is still lazy.

(´ ▽ ` ; )

Maybe this long short entry isn't so long after all. FAIL.

(´ ▽ ` ; )

Lame Kaoru has no idea what to say.

(´ ▽ ` ; )

Tales of Vesperia looks cool. How cool is that.

(´ ▽ ` ; )

Failure is still failure.

(´ ▽ ` ; )

Wheeeen there was a....

Over at my deviantart!

Tooooniiight, Kaoru is too sleepy.

TOO SLEEPY TO BLOG.

TOO SLEEPY TO REPLY TO ANY MESSAGES.

TOO SLEEPY TO REPLY ON FORUM.

TOO SLEEPY TO THINK ABOUT WHAT TO SAY.

/snore

It was such... a pickle.

That's all I want to say.

Oh, and...

The JIS classrooms were so comfy~ It has this homely feeling that can make you feel welcomed. It's spacey, and big enough for the number of students that is using the class. Besides that, the smaller classrooms.. usually it's not too squeezed in together, but it still has space where you can move freely, and stuff are put around convinently!

I also noticed that my teachers are all males. /laughs

Nice teachers though. I haven't met my PE teacher yet, but I think I have an idea of who HE is.

JIS Year 12 Information Programme : DAY TWO

Today is the 25th of June 2009, Thursday. I had my 2nd day at JIS, where we had this 'Career & Higher Education' talk.

They gave us forms to help us and all, and talked to us about that. Right now, they told us that we have start thinking about WHAT we want to do AFTER university and all. They gave us forms to help us out, and even encouraged us. But of course, it wouldn't be JIS if it wasn't so interesting and sort of funny.

I had to say that it really got me thinking about it.

Well, after that, they brought the new students (and the old students had to go to separate different groups). So, I bet you're thinking WHY. Well, apparently, the school computer system is WAY better. We actually have good and fast internet speed (way better than mine), and every student has their own account. Which means, your files are only for your eyes. This also prevents any strangers from going on the computer since you need to be logged in.

The new students of course, had no account of their own. Which means, they gave us the 'temp' user access. Of course, we'll be getting our own username and all once we start school. They gave us time to look in UCAS and all for any course that you're going for, including the name of the university. There were at least 5 spaces, and I put in my options for all. So. I think those who went with me to the UK expo thing, you know where I was heading for. You're right! I put in that I'd want to go for 'Business Studies & Japanese' in Cardiff. So the teacher who was part of the 'Career and Higher Education' staff, and also one of those in charge of this talk saw it and was surprised. Then he asked me, "Do you understand Japanese?" in Japanese itself! And I was surprised at first and went like, "Eh?" and he laughed. Of course, being me, I answered, "ちょっと"... which means "A little bit", then he told me that he had worked in Japan for 10 years before, and then talked to me in Japanese for a bit. It was an interesting conversation! And yeah. He's British, by the way.

So after that, we had a 20 minute break where we walked around, then after that, we had to go back to the same room for another talk about leadership. So I got to learn about this one journey made by a group of men to the South Pole, and all. I was sort of interested in it, even if I was a bit sleepy.

After that, we had to go to class. Mine was Business Studies. And unfortunately, I don't know anyone. I mean, I do, but not someone who I talked to before. There were only two girls, including me and the rest were guys. But we were at least just 10 students. Yeah. It's pretty little, but hey, it's better than that one student class! (There were 3 classes where there was only one or two students)

Since most of us didn't know each other, we were quite quiet. The teacher was nice though! We played a game where we had to guess who that famous entrepreneur was. Actually, he (Mr. A. Khan) asked us who has done business studies in O level, and apparently, I'm the only one who didn't. Haaah. I am sort of at a 'disadvantage' compared to the rest, but anyhow! Business is my forte (sort of), so I'll be able to cope with it!

So he told us that we wouldn't be doing much (or any) coursework, but exams. Though, for most of the lessons we'll be watching a LOT of videos of business owners and all. So yeah. Cool, ain't it? Oh, and we got to watch a sample video of it, and yeah, it was about how the owners planned it and all. Most of the work will be based on case studies (and probably projects), but that's fine with me.

After that, I went on my LOOOOOONG way to the other side of the property just to get to my Physics class. I was a bit late, but they haven't started yet. We did a bit of work. I paired up with Natasha, by the way! It's all fine though. Uhm. I was slightly on the... off side, since it's been a while since I worked on these stuff. Anyhow! I had to say that Mr. K. Hill & Mr. K. Stevenson were a bit on the serious side, but nonetheless, I'll be working forward to be their student! At least, now I know that I can cope with the teachers. /nods

Once that was done, we had lunch break. We were a bit.. off at buying the food at the canteen, since it was sort of our first time.. having a board where you can look at so you know what you can buy. There's also this sort of 'buffet' thing, but I didn't want to eat any complicated food, so I went to buy a sandwich. After I went to the counter and tried to pay, they said that I had to get a food coupon with that money so I had to go away and buy food coupons which came in 50 cents, $1 and $3. I bought a stack for $5, where I used $3.50 in buying an egg salad sandwich and a bottle of water.

I had lunch with Natasha, Lynz, Wali, Nazmi and two other girls who are new students as well. It was fun somehow! I got to joke a bit, and yeah. I'm actually socialising. After that, we went back to the first place for some Leadership/Teamwork activity. It was fun though! A few activities which also included having to find out what kind of person you are. I'm a "dreamer", where I'm a creative person. Yeah, it went on like that.

Once that was over, we went home and all.

It wasn't much compared to yesterday, but then it's still good enough for me! I'll be buying my uniforms and books soon though. By next week. /smile

I hope I can buy new school shoes too. Comfortable ones.

JIS Year 12 Information Programme : DAY ONE (Part 2, Activities in Empire)

So we got to the Marine Centre, where most of us changed. I wore shorts and all. Because we'll be getting into the water. So, here, we'll be doing 8 activities with our team. Mine was the Swans.

In any case, there was 4 physical, and 4 mental activities. But I had to say, ALL OF THEM WERE FUN.

I got to meet with Nurus and Zi, who were Mustaqiimah's friends. I went with them for almost the whole time, and they were in my team. There were 7 other teams, and we all alternate the activity we'll be doing.

For us Swans, we'll be going Tug-of-war at first. Okay, so one side, we had a LOT of girls. Just maybe three guys. And then the other end, there were a LOT of guys, and buff ones at that point. (But hey, almost ALL of the guys have a very good body... not that... I was staring)

For the first round, our side won. That alone made me very tired. Then after that, their side won and Zi actually fell! Then for the last round, we were very determined to win. Especially the girls. And we did! Against the side of guys. Man, it was so damn tiring that my arms still are sore from that!

For every activity, we actually took a short break where I'd go drink a cup of water. Yeah, it was hot like that.

After that, we had this sort of run-grab-run thing. Okay, so there were cones, and everyone has to run to get one. But the thing is, there are less cones, there are people. Which means, they'll be reducing the number of cones until there was one. But here's the HUGE twist. We were doing it on one part of the beach. And the sand was SO DAMN FUCKING HOT. This is what I did. I went.. and I ran to where we have to line up. Once I was there, everyone else was hopping and jumping cause the sand was very hot. How hot was it? Uhm. You know, when you cook something, then you'd need a cloth to cover up your hand before you grab the handle of the pot/pan, right? But if you don't use the cloth, it burns your hand, doesn't it? Yes. It was THAT hot. I was jumping and hopping like crazy before I realise that that alone doesn't help, so I actually ran back all the way to the side where a few of our team mates stood at. Because they didn't want to do it. Only half of the team played. /cough

Once that was done, we went into the water for some water volleyball. This HAS to be one of the most fun activity. We split our selves up and played as a team. I have to say that the guys were waaaaaaaaay better at it than the girls. I didn't do much for half of it, but they actually gave me a few throws. Yeah, my team was very nice. At one point, one of the guys was going to throw, but when he did, it hit his face before it bounced up, where he hit it again. We were all laughing at him. When I threw, I was like a newbie... where I AM one. I even tried to serve like how I would on land, but since the water was up to my waist.. or above that, it was hard. I actually sent the ball flying to the back. Then we all joked about it.

After that, was this sort of long.. float thing. We had to run from one end to the other within a time limit. But the things is, there were things.. you have to overcome on the float. If you fell out and into the water, you need to do it again. I didn't try it though. It was funny to see Zi and Nurus do it though!

Then it was lunch time. Empire food is good though! I ate with Mustaqiimah and the rest, but I didn't see Nurus around. I got to learn some of their names and all.

Once lunch was over, the swans had to do the mental activities.

The first one was 'tiles' where there's a lot of carpets that were laid down on the grass. Not all of the carpets were of the same size. The first one was big, and it decreases on like that. The rule of the game was to have everyone of the team to stand on the carpet, but our feet must NOT touch the grass. We went on to having everyone stand close together and all, where I even suggested that they stack up together. Which is sort of funny when they did. The teacher kept reminding us of the rules, and yeah. We tried like a LOT of times. In 8 minutes. I have to say that this is the first time I held a guy's hand so tightly... let alone stand VERY close in front of one. /cough Like I said, we tried a lot of ways that involved us holding hands with the person opposite of us, and also at some point, where we all hugged together. (Lol, don't ask) Then we were thinking about it, until we ACTUALLY got it. We sat down on the grass and put our feet on the carpet. Yes. That was all. We did NOT even have to stand up. Daaaamnnn, that made us look stupid!

After that, our next activity was the 'helium bar'. There's a sort of long metal 'pole' where we all hand to hold it on our index fingers. Boys took the left side of the pole, and the girls took the other. The goal is to put it down on the grass, but we mustn't drop it, or leave our finger. Unfortunately, you can use only your index, and you can't hook your finger around it. It took us some time at first, but then after that, it was actually easy! I guess that's when we started cooperating.

After that, we had the... blind fold thing. There was a rope on the ground where it was curved and all. There was a lot of water bottles too beside the rope. So this is what we had to do. We had to walk and move, following the rope. But the thing is, we can't knock down ANY bottles, and that we were blind folded. I was paired up with Nurus, and I had to guide her. But we can't touch them. So somehow it was hard. We only got two people to finish it up without knocking down any bottles. Nurus finished too!

Once that was done, we had the spider volleyball where we there was this one 'net' where the strings are little, and there are holes that we had to pass through. But we had to go as a team to the other side without knocking the net down. We were the last team and fastest!

Anyway, we had time after that, but we went a bit earlier than planned. So yeah. It was fun, and the students were nice. I get people asking me for my name and asking me if I was enjoying my time or not, considering that I was a new student. So yeah. This was my first time being in a school where the people are nice and warm. Besides form 4 and form 5. But it took me time to open up, right? I opened up on the first day itself.

Well, tomorrow, I'll be having my second day of the Year 12 Information Programme thing. But we wouldn't be going out like this. We'll be having a Leadership/Teamwork thing, and a Higher Education/Career talk as well as our two other classes. For Business Studies, I don't know anyone, so yeah. I'll also be eating lunch there, so yeah.

JIS Year 12 Information Programme : DAY ONE (Part 1, Classes)

So today, 24th June 2009, Wednesday, I had my Year 12 Information Programme in JIS.

Its purpose was to give us a taste of how form 6 life would be like in JIS, and also today, we had a trip of Empire Hotel, as an activity to get everyone up and together. Especially for the new students! It'll go on for two days, where we'll have 5 classes, one period each, and they'll explain to us what we should expect of the subjects, and its syllabus.

Before I went, I was supposed to go with my neighbour's children: Nurul and Adam. Nurul is going to be in the same batch of Year 12 with me! So we talked for a bit as we were going to JIS.

Once there, she helped me around, and well, it was nice. I got to find out what class I'm in and had today. She was only in one of my classes, though she had friends to help us get around. /smile

When I was looking at my subjects and classes on the board, I met two other friends. Lynz, who had been in the same school with me for half a year before she went back, and also Natasha, who was my childhood's close friend. I've met her before, and I did not recognise her, until I saw her name!

They had two other guy friends who came with them all the way from Belait. I think they were in the same school before? Uhm. Their names were Nazmi and Wali. I'd have to say that Wali is nice, while Nazmi was a bit.. anti-social. But at any case, I went with Natasha and Lynz still.

We had to go somewhere for assembly and we were sort of early. When we were there, they gave us this booklet where it tells us what class I'm supposed to go to and all. Natasha is in all my classes, but one. So today we were practically together the whole time. I only have one class together with Lynz, and one with Nurul.

During assembly, they talked about our classes and all. It wasn't long, but I saw how many people there are. I saw Mustaqiimah as well! Apparently, they told us that they put us in random teams which is decided by the booklet you picked out. I was in the 'Swans' team, where I don't know anyone. /sadfaic

We'll be going in teams once we're in Empire, so yeah.

So after assembly, it was core studies, which is English. The ones who I know are in that class, but not Nurul. Mustaqiimah actually took me with her to English, but I... actually forgot about Lynz and Natasha.

We didn't do much since the projector needed assistance. So we weren't doing much. Natasha and Lynz came in late, but they didn't miss much. So my teachers for English were Mr. S. Denby and Mr. N. Smith. Apparently, for core studies, we only have 3 classes for each week. (One class = One Period = 45 Minutes) We'll be having assignments every two weeks, according to one my teachers. It's a one year course, and we'll only be doing two papers, two hours each. But also almost 2 essays per paper. So yeah. My teachers were rather... funny in a way. Which is great! ...then again, I always have a weird humour.

After that, we had Further Maths, where only me and Natasha was there. Apparently, I get to 'meet' one of the new students, Ian, who I'll be having 3 subject classes with. The teacher (Mr. E. Kyle) was interesting, though, I can't.. say he's funny. He tries to be, though. /chuckle

After that, we have Chemistry with Mr. T. Pluck and Mr. C. Kruger. Mr. Kruger was rather nice to me and Natasha as we were new students. Nurul was also in my class. We watched a few videos about chemistry (which is rather interesting), where after that, we made 'slime'. It was funny. My slime's name is Ambuyat. Because.. it looks like one. I was a bit... off.. since it's been a long time since I've handled chemistry... stuff.

Once that was over, we all gathered together to the buses. I was in Bus 3 with everyone else, but Mustaqiimah. I got to meet two people who asked me if I knew Fizah and Faizshah. /laugh

Then we were off!

Today, Kaoru is done with it~

So, after 3 nights of pulling an all-nighter, I'm finally done with my work~ /hearts

But tonight, and tomorrow night, I'll be sleeping in earlier because of my 'school days' on Wednesday and Thursday. I'm a bit excited about it! ...Though, I'm also very anxious about it.

Uhm. I bet people are wondering why I'm always pulling an all-nighter. Truth to be told, I'm talking to a friend. So yeah. /cough

Plus, we're working on a project together.

Anyhoooow, PHASE ONE is done now. But he's already giving me a curfew and putting up rules about my sleeping schedule. /pouts

Ah well, I'll only pull an all-nighter once we start on PHASE TWO, THREE, FOUR, etc.

Oh hey, he's a bit smarter than the other people I know~

So, I was successful... somehow.

My first successful one...

Hah. It was hard. VERY HARD.

This is probably the first time that I pulled an all-nighter and did not sleep for a single hour! /heart

I am very proud now~ But it's 7.20AM. Ish. Ish.

I have not finished doing my business yet. It's sort of... difficult trying to write an original story, right?

So, this went on a whole new level...

Wow...

LEVEL UP.

...... Being driven by a pro. /redfaic

I HAVE A PRO AS MY TEACHER! /hearts

Today, Kaoru is very very frustrated! ...in an odd way

"Your cue, that."

AGH IT'S MY CUE! WHAT! AAAAAAARGH I'M NO EXPERT IN THIIIIIIIS!!!!

Tonight, Kaoru is being someone's whore.

So. Now. My face is really red. /sweat

I'm doing very weird things. Like roleplaying a girl who's wearing a puke-covered kimono. /sweat

She is very silly. /kurukuru

Actually, stupid is a better word. /moyamoya

She's supposed to be the Lady Boss of some brothel trading company. /waratte

I'm very tired. It's almost 4AM now. /sweat

But I'm enjoying this moment. /waratte

Today, Kaoru is a bitch.

So today,

I told Gerard. He felt bad. I laughed. At him. Lol. Why so srs. /happygrin

I will continue rubbing into his wounds, telling him that he's like every other people that told me that they're my friends and will not do anything horrible, but does something horrible and suddenly makes me question if this is actually 'friendship'. /seriousfaic

So then, I started being a bitch about it. And now. I'm sadistic beyond words. /moyamoya

Today,

I will be nice to Zushi. /happyfaic

Because I lack of people who I can be nice and care for. /warai

Today, Kaoru is happy again~

And now, I'm fine! (smile)

I'd have to say that I really lack of friends, huh~ But I like having close friends. (smil) It is not an empty, and passing relationship.

While the fact that Gerard is sort of ignoring me (at some point), I got a bit sad. (sadsmile)

But talking to Trooper Droid really brought my mood up! うれしいよ~ (happyfaic)

Today, Kaoru is just stupid.

Today, I feel horrible. (weaksmile)

Because I found out something. (frown)

And it's not a good thing. (sadfaic)

I shall now disappear with the feelings of uhm. Yes. Fish. (smile)

Puuuuu

Today, I got lazy and did only one thing on my 'to-do' list. No, it's not doing Rei, or anyone at that point. Lol. I only went out for lunch, but mommy and I didn't talk about my lame!dorky future. D:

My room still looks like someone messed it up after f*cking around. ): It's so messyyyy.

Today, I was a lazy ass and spent almost the whole afternoon sleeping my ass off. Now, I feel sick beyond any sick words. It's kinda like morning sickness, but for afternoon and not getting pregnant. Lol. If I was, then I'm pretty sure the daddy is Gerard.

I just remembered what Sachi said before.

"Bao is a drug now."

(´ ▽ ` ; ) Lame!memory is lame for remembering at the wrong time.

Today, Kaoru is not a pedo.

Today, I have a few plans in mind.

CLEANING UP MY ROOM, is an obvious thing. Lol. No one wants to enter my hazardous room. D':

I will go out for lunch with my mother and talk about my lame!dorky future. Lol. I will also go out and buy myself some things.

Today, I shall go do something girly and painful. Watch as I fail to do it, and sob about it online.

The Cold... glass

Well, since it's raining, I thought that the glass window would be cold, and I was right. So I was breathing close to it, and it fogged up the glass. It was funny somehow.

I wrote in someone's name and grinned like an idiot before I wiped it off. I'm lame like that. Lol. I wonder who's the unlucky person?

Lazy day starts

Today, the morning was a bit darker than usual. Which means it's raining. It still is now. Apparently, I feel very calm. (´ ▽ ` ; ) And lazy.

Lol. I will post about something lame later.

Today, Kaoru's room is not clean.

Today, I spent the whole day cleaning up my room. Though, I can't say I made much progress, but I have cleaned out all the papers away!

Nacchan~ (´ ▽ ` ; )

Remember that huge pile of... stuff on my table and beside my table? It's gone now~ ❤

I went to JIS today again. Lol.

My knee hurts from having to sit-stand on the ground while typing on the laptop. My chair is far off beside my bed. I was cleaning out my desk, so yeah.

A dorky!Kaoru is so dorky. I need to take dorky lessons from Hikaru. Lol. Yessss.

Music: I'll do anything (By Jason Mraz)

Dorama: None

Games: None

MSN: Online/Away

Time: 16th June 2009, 7.41PM

N-Newssss

(´ ▽ ` ; ) I haven't been blogging recently, huh.

Well, catching up on the latest news. A week ago, I made an RP Thread, and I have been missing a few nights of sleep because of that. Right now, it's slowly dying. *cough*

I have a few more ideas though! *salutes*

I secretly miss Ian and Nacchan now. (゜ ∆ ゜; )

LOVE STORY - Taylor Swift

LOVE STORY - Taylor Swift

We were both young when I first saw you

I close my eyes and the flashback starts

I'm standing there on a balcony in summer air

See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns

See you make your way through the crowd

And say hello, little did I know

That you were Romeo

You were throwing pebbles

And my daddy said stay away from Juliet

And I was crying on the staircase

Begging you please don't go

And I said

Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone

I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run

You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess

It's a love story, baby, just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you

We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew

So close your eyes, escape this town for a little while

Oh, oh, oh

'Cause you were Romeo,

I was a scarlet letter

And my daddy said stay away from Juliet

But you were everything to me

I was begging you please don't go

And I said

Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone

I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run

You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess

It's a love story, baby, just say yes

Romeo, save me, they're trying to tell me how to feel

This love is difficult, but it's real

Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess

It's a love story, baby, just say yes

I got tired of waiting, wondering if you were ever coming around

My faith in you was fading

When I met you on the outskirts of town

And I said

Romeo save me, I've been feeling so alone

I keep waiting for you but you never come

Is this in my head, I don't know what to think

He knelt to the ground and he pulled out a ring

And said

Marry me, Juliet, you'll never have to be alone

I love you and that's all I really know

I talked to your dad, you'll pick out a white dress

It's a love story, baby, just say yes

Oh, oh, oh, oh

We were both young when I first saw you

:D Quick update?

Today, I had fun.

Thank you, Ian & Nacchan! I love you two~

Phil Collins - Look Through My Eyes

From Lyrics007

Phil Collins - Look Through My Eyes

There are things in life you learn

And oh in time you'll see

It's out there somewhere

It's all waiting

If you keep believing

So don't run

Don't hide

It will be alright

You'll see

Trust me

I'll be there watching over you

Just take a look through my eyes

There's a better place somewhere out there

Just take a look through my eyes

Everything changes

You'll be amazed what you'll find

(There's a better place)

If you look through my eyes

There will be times on this journey

All you'll see is darkness

But out there somewhere

Daylight finds you

If you keep believing

So don't run

Don't hide

It will be alright

You'll see

Trust me

I'll be there watching over you

Just take a look through my eyes

Theres better place somewhere out there

Just take a look through my eyes

Everything changes

You'll be amazed what you'll find

(Theres a better place)

If you look through my eyes

All the things that you can change

There's a meaning in everything

And you will find all you need

There's so much to understand

Take a look (take a look) through my eyes

Theres a better place somewhere out there

Just take a look (take a look) through my eyes

Everything changes

You'll be amazed what you'll find

(You'll be amazed if you just take a look)

Look through my eyes theres a better place somewhere out there

Just take a look through my eyes

Everything changes

You'll be amazed what you'll find

If you look through my eyes

Just take a look through my eyes

If you look through my eyes

Take a look through my eyes

The Enneagram

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Don't mind this entry. Just skip it. In fact, skip it all. Lol.

I'm losing itt. no wait.. I've lost it! BUT I DON'T CARE NO I DONT. I am now laughing at stupid people lol. like you.

Well, aren't you childsh? Get a grip on yourself.

SHUT UP SHUP UP{OUINI DONT FCK*INSJV CARE

And you wonder why you don't have friends.

AAAAAAAAAFYTFZSDHYHGH STUPID GO AWAY I AM IN CONTROL OKAY STUF UPSNWLIFB"IHIP!!

If you're going to be childish like this, it's no wonder you're losing it. Just calm down.

CALM DOWN WHY SHOULD I DONT WANT TO I DONT CARE YOU SHOULDNT CARE ITS MY LIFE ITS MINE MINE MIIIIINE

See, you're even talking to yourself.

YOU'RE NOT PART OF THIS SO SHUT UP WHAT DO YOU KNOW BITCH

You're the bitch here. Just go... sleep. Go and rest. Please, just keep quiet.

WHY SHOULD I EGUIFGOWEHFOUHP I DONT WANT TO WHY WHY WHY WHY&Y WHY WHY WHY WHYW HWYHWHHWHYWOF:GHPIWBHCJOFSKBHPCHIBL

You're incredibly childish, na. What ever happened to "I'm strong. I can pass this."?

SHUT UP ITS MY LIFE SO GOA WAAGW&*YI I DONT CARE ANYMORE I DONT JUST SHUT UP AND LET ME BE. Just.. shut up....

I'm fine. I'm fine now. Please don't worry about me.

Hiatus.

Hiatus.

I'm going on a hiatus. Not sure for how long, but until I get better. Okay. Bye.

I'm back. Still not fine. But still. Still.

Memeeee

Got it from LJ

1. Do you have secrets ?

(´ ▽ ` ; ) Well, of course.

2. Would you fall in love with a girl/guy younger than you ?

(´ ▽ ` ; ) Considering I'm a pedo, yes, I would.

3. Do you enjoy going to school ?

(´ ▽ ` ; ) Depends on my mood. I may, I may not.

4. What would you do with a billion dollars ?

(´ ▽ ` ; ) Live normally, but with even more stuff.

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend ?

(´ ▽ ` ; ) My best friend is a girl. Convince me to swing my door towards girls, maybe. But no.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone ?

Loving someone. (´ ▽ ` ; ) Being loved is nice, but for me, it sometimes get.. well.. if he was a close friend who I care about, I would worry about doing things that might hurt him, while if I love someone, it makes me happy seeing them happy. So yeah.

7. List out your 15 favourite songs:

(´ ▽ ` ; ) Too much! Tooo muuuuch soooongs to pick frooooom.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do ?

(´ ▽ ` ; ) Uhm. I would secretly support him and cheer him on. If there are days when he's just sad, I'll try to cheer up him, but I wouldn't dare making a move on him.

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy ?

(´ ▽ ` ; ) I can't say. I've been calm, but not happy.

10. What makes you angry ?

(´ ▽ ` ; ) Myself. I'm angry at myself somehow. Though, it's more like disappointed than angry.

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time ?

(´ ▽ ` ; ) Working? I'll be pregnant too~ With a boy~ And married~ To Rei/Len/Hikaru/Keito/Takaki/Yabu/Shoon/Taiyou~

12. Who is currently the most important people to you ?

(´ ▽ ` ; ) Myself. My family. Myself. My friends. Myself. My stuff. Myself. People who create music. Myself.

13. What is the most important thing in life ?

(´ ▽ ` ; ) Different things are important to different people. For me, I guess relationships and bonds?

14. Single or attached ?

(´ ▽ ` ; ) I'm single, but my feelings are attached to something. T'is my stuff. Sad, isn't it.

15. What is your favourite colour ?

Green, orange? Blue, black, grey. I'm beginning to like red. (´ ▽ ` ; )

16. Would you give all in a relationship ?

(´ ▽ ` ; ) No. I'll give in enough attention and effort into my relationship, but not everything. I have other things to worry about still.

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick ?

(´ ▽ ` ; ) The one who I love more? But I think it'll be on the same level, no? I would say, it depends on the guy. His personalities and all?

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done ?

(´ ▽ ` ; ) Depending on what it is. I'm the type who holds grudges.

19. What do you want to tell the person you like ?

(´ ▽ ` ; ) The person that I like? "Notice me more!" or "Please don't take advantage of my feelings," or "Come to me when you're feeling down. I will try and help cheer you up. But don't fret, I will not think about using this opportunity to 'attack' you." Something like that.

140 Life Experiences. I've Had 77

Level 1

( ) I had an asthma attack

( ) Smoked A Cigarette

( ) Smoked A Cigar

( ) Tried Weed

(x) Drank Alcohol

(x) Been In Love

( ) Been Dumped

( ) Been Fired

(x) Been In A Fist Fight

( ) Snuck Out Of A Parent's House

total so far: 3

Level 2

(x)Ever Had Feelings For Someone Who Didn't Have Them Back

( ) Been Arrested/Seen Someone You Know Get Arrested

( ) Made Out With A Stranger

( ) Gone Out On A Blind Date

(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person (older than me by 3 years)

(x) Skipped School

( ) Slept With A Co-worker

(x) Seen Something Die

total so far: 7

Level 3

(x) Been On A Plane

(x) Thrown Up From Drinking

(x) Eaten Sushi

( ) Been Snowboarding

( ) Met Someone you met on Myspace

( ) Been Mosh Pitting

(x)Taken Pain Killers

(x) Love(d) or Lust(d) Someone Who You Can't Have

(x) Been in a bad relationship

total so far: 13

Level 4

(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By

( ) Made A Snow Angel

(x) Had A Tea Party

(x) Flown A Kite

(x) Built A Sand Castle

(x) Gone Puddle Jumping

(x) Played Dress Up

(x) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves

( ) Gone Sledding

(x) Cheated While Playing A Game

total so far: 21

Level 5

(x) Been Lonely

(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School

( ) Used A Fake / Someone Else's ID

(x) Watched The Sun Set/Sun Rise

( ) Felt An Earthquake

( ) Kissed A Snake

(x) Been Tickled

( ) Been Robbed / Vandalized

( ) Robbed Someone

(x) Been Misunderstood

total so far: 26

Level 6

( ) Pet A Deer

(x) Won A Contest

( ) Been Suspended

(x) Had Detention

(x) Been In A Car/ Motorcycle Accident

( ) Had / Have Braces

(x) Eaten A Whole Pint Of Ice Cream In One Night

(x) Had Deja Vu

(x) Danced In The Moonlight

(x) Hated The Way You Look

total so far: 33

Level 7

(x) Witnessed A Crime

(x) Questioned Your Heart

(x)Been Obsessed with Post-It-Notes

(x) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud

(x) Been Lost

(x) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World

( ) Swam In The Ocean

(x) Felt Like You Were Dying

(x) Cried Yourself To Sleep

total so far: 41

Level 8

( ) Played Cops And Robbers

(x) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers

(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't

(x) Made Prank Phone Calls

(x) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose

( ) Kissed In The Rain

( ) Written A Letter To Santa Claus

( ) Been Kissed Under A Mistletoe

total so far: 45

Level 9

(x) Watched The Sun Set With Someone You Care / Cared About

(x) Blown Bubbles

(x) Made A Bonfire On The Beach

( ) Crashed A Party

( ) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People

( ) Gone Rollerskating / Blading

(x) Had A Wish Come True

( ) Been Humped By A Monkey

(x) Worn Pearls

(x) Jumped Off A Ledge Into Water

total so far: 51

Level 10

( ) Screamed "Penis" In Class

( ) Swam With Dolphins

(x) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole / Freezer/Ice Cube

( ) Kissed A Fish

(x) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes

(x) Sat On A Roof Top.

(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs

( ) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel

( ) Talked On The Phone For 6 Hours Straight.

(x) Stayed Up All Night

total so far: 56

Level 11

( ) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree

(x) Climbed A Tree

(x) Had / Been In A Tree House

(x)Have Been/Are Scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone

(x) Seen/ Felt A Ghost

( ) Have/ Had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes or Flip Flops

( ) Gone Streaking

( ) Been to/Visited Someone At Jail

( ) Played Chicken

(x) Been Pushed Into A Pool With All Your Clothes On

total so far: 61

Level 12

( ) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger

(x) Broken A Bone

(x) Been Easily Amused

( ) Caught A Fish

(x) Caught A Butterfly

(x) Laughed So Hard You Cried

(x) Cried So Hard You Laughed

( ) Mooned / Flashed Someone

( ) Had someone Moon / Flash You

total so far: 66

Level 13

(x) Cheated On A Test

(x) Forgotten Someone's Name

( ) Slept Naked

(x) French Braided Someones Hair

( ) Gone Skinny Dipping In A Pool (hot tub)

( ) Been Kicked Out Of Your House

(x)Rode A Roller Coaster

(x) Went Scuba-Diving / Snorkeling

( ) Had A Cavity

total so far: 71

Level 14

(x) Been Used

(x) Fell Going Up The Stairs

(x) Been Licked A Cat

(x) Bitten Someone

(x) Licked Someone

( ) Been Shot At With A Paint Ball/BB Gun

( ) Had Sex In A Field/Garden

( ) Flattened Someone's Tires

( ) Drove In A Car Until The Gas Light Came On

(x) Had Bought Something When You Had Only $5.

total: 77

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140 Life Experiences. I've Had 77

Random meme

RANDOM MEME

1. Can you cook?

I can cook simple food, so yes. (´ ▽ ` ; ) I cook for myself everyday though.

2. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator?

(´ ▽ ` ; ) I'd panick and try to stay calm, before getting a bit frightened by everything. If I was alone, I'll be VERY scared and traumatized.

3. What talent do you wish you had? 

(´ ▽ ` ; ) Uhmm. Either be able to play the piano well, or to be able to speak and understand at a lot of different languages.

4. Favorite place? 

By the seaside during a cloudy day, or a vast green grass field on a cloudy, windy day.

5. Favorite vegetable? 

Asparagus, broccoli, carrots, sweet potato? Uhm. Yeah. (´ ▽ ` ; )

6. What was the last book you read? 

....... (´ ▽ ` ; ) *obviously doesn't remember and hasn't been reading much*

7. Are you Dirty or Clean? 

(´ ▽ ` ; ) I think.. I'm clean on the outside? But I can be dirty-minded.

8. Any tattoos and/or piercings? 

Two piercings on my left ear, one on my right. I might want to pierce another hole on each sides of my ears. (´ ▽ ` ; )

9. Worst habit? 

(´ ▽ ` ; ) I have a lot. I get distracted easily, and I'm so lazy. I'm also forgetful. But I think my worst habit has got to be my mood swing or personality change?

JUMP meme

JUMP Meme

1. Who would you get caught in bed with?

Takaki, or Hikaru. Lol. Takaki is just too hawt to resist. (´ ▽ ` ; )

2. Who would you most likely get into a fight with?

Chinen. Or Yamada. I probably would get into a friendly fight with Ryutaro~ But the earlier two, definitely.

3. Who do you think is hot?

Takaki = MAX hot. (´ ▽ ` ; ) Okay, that sounded better with food.

4. Who will you most likely marry?

(´ ▽ ` ; ) Hikaru, or Keito. I don't mind Yabu or Ryutaro either~ OH OH TAKAKI!

5. Who would you go on a date with?

(´ ▽ ` ; ) Takaki, or Hikaru. Or Keito.

6. Who is most like you?

(´ ▽ ` ; ) Chinen + Hikaru. Lol. Chinen is as spoiled as me, while Hikaru is as dorky as me.

7. Who could you be enemies with?

Chinen. Or Yamada. Lol. INOO. I'll fight over Hikaru with hiiiiim.

8. Who would be your hang out/shopping buddy?

(´ ▽ ` ; ) Keitoooo. Or Yutoooo. (Wow, I just realised that their names are similar to Keita and Yuuta! Just the o to a.)

9. Who will you have a one night stand with?

(´ ▽ ` ; ) Uhm. Takaki.

10. Who will get along with your parents/family?

(´ ▽ ` ; ) I don't think Takaki will get along with my parents well. Maybe Yabu? Keito and Hikaru seems shy. AH. Ryuutaro!

11. Who would you fall in love with?

(´ ▽ ` ; ) Hikaru. Or Yabu. Or both.

12. Who would you want to be your brother?

(´ ▽ ` ; ) Takaki (now won't that be incest?) as my older brother. He likes spoiling Chinen~ I'd want to be spoiled by him. DAIKI too. Ryuutaro as my younger brother. And Keito. (Okay, everything's just incest okay.)

13. How would you confess your love for them?

(´ ▽ ` ; ) I... wouldn't. I'm not the type to confess to someone if I like them. Then again, if I really can't stand it anymore, I'll just... say it when it feels right. Something like, "I like you. But honestly, I'd rather not say it to you since I know things would change after this. So, if it's weird, just forget about it, okay? It's already nice like this." Though, I think that I'm more likely to say it before I leave? Yeah.

14. Who do you think has the sexiest body?

(´ ▽ ` ; ) Takaki, Keito, and Hikaru. I like Yabu's body too, but he's so thin~

15. Who do you think will give the best sex ever?

(´ ▽ ` ; ) Takaki. His body seems to move so smoothly.

16. Situation: You saw the most gorgeous dress that you want to buy for a function but the price explodes right out of your budget, so you go up to one of the boys and ask to borrow some of his money. His reaction would be…

(´ ▽ ` ; ) "Ehh. What dress is it? Can I see it?" Maybe. IDK. I was thinking of Hikaru's though.

17. What nicknames would you call the boys?

Ya~buta, Yuu-chan, Inoo-chan, Hikapyon, Dai-chan, Keito, Yama-chan, Yuuto, Chii-chan, Ryutaro

18. Who is most likely to settle in a quiet town beside the beach and find pleasure sitting and watching the sun rise and set?

(´ ▽ ` ; ) Is it wrong if I said Hikaru? He said that he'd want his first time when watching the sunset, making it seem as if he was the romantic type? I can't say if he's the peaceful type though.

19. Who is most likely to be spotted at the buffet table?

Yuuto and Yama-chan. (´ ▽ ` ; )

20. Who would you like to go on an exotic vacation in Italy with?

(´ ▽ ` ; ) I don't know why, but I'd want to go with Inoo somehow! And Keito!

21. Who do you want to be the godfather of your kids (with any of the boys)?

Yabu shall be the godfather of mine and Hikaru's children. (´ ▽ ` ; )

Complete the phrase

Taken from my LJ

"Complete the phrase" meme~

A) Complete the phrase.

B) Tag 5 people to do the meme.

C) Feel free to add more!

1. Love is one of the best things in the world.

2. Life moves on, slowly.

3. I am searching for dream and hopes, while holding onto my memories.

4. Being insane is what I do when I don't know what to do, and who to turn to.

5. I've come to realize that when I laugh, that's when I want to forget everything around me and indulge myself in stuff that is funny and happy.

6. God is someone who I want to prove my worth to.

7. The world goes on and on.

8. F*ck can either mean a curse, or sex, though if it's sex, I'll just grin stupidly, while fantasizing about Rei or Len.

9. Daydreaming is what I do when I'm bored, but it's so often about the people I like, for example, Hikaru.

10. Night time is when people go on.

11. TakaYama is Jen's OTP, not mine.

I'm 80% Asian

I am 80% Asian!

Took this meme from my LJ.

[x] Both of your parents are from Asia

[x] You were born in Asia

[ ] You use the term "Azn" 

[x] You think DDR is cool

[x] You've watched lots of anime

[x] You like Korean drama

[x] You have stuff hanging on your phone

[ ] You think your parents want you to marry within your own race

[x] You eat rice almost everyday

[x] You drink lemon tea

X's so far: 8

[x] You style your hair

[x] You have a bebo/myspace/friendster

[x] You speak languages other than English

[x] Your parents are strict

[x] Your parents have high expectations of you

[x] You always get A's/B's on your report

[x] You do Chemistry/Biology/Physics/Accounting

[x] You know your multiplication table

[ ] You play badminton or table tennis or Irish Pingpong

[ ] You've seen the asian version The ring/The grudge

X's so far: 16

[x] You go/want to go to a university and would NEVER consider an apprenticeship

[ ] You own an asian car (Honda, Toyota, etc)

[x] You're not the only child

[x] You've gotten little red envelopes around February (Chinese New Year)

[ ] You know the difference between kung fu, karate and tae kwon do

[ ] Your mother tries to bargain even though the product is already discounted

[ ] You can solve a rubiks cube 

[x] You have a box of noodles somewhere in your house

[x] You play video games

X's so far: 21

[x] Everytime you're going out, your parents ask you where you're going and what time you'll be home

[ ] You have karaoke at home

[x] You've been to a LAN more than 3 times

[x] You have incense sticks/moth balls in your house

[x] You own a gaming console

[x] You don't wear shoes in your house

[x] You can use chopsticks

[x] You get nothing if you do well in school, but punished if you don't

X's so far: 28

[x] Your parents won't let you go out if you have school the next day

[x] You have asian songs on your computer/iPod

[x] You don't like football

[ ] You like Soccer

X's so far: 31

[x] You have a curfew

[ ] You know what ulzzang/tb means

[x] You know what purikura is

[x] You like bubble tea

[ ] Your parents bought you shoes many sizes too big so you can "grow into it" and wear it for years to come

[x] You've played final fantasy

[x] You believe in fortune cookies

X's so far: 36

[x] You know what is bok choy

[x] You've heard the song "Got rice?"

[x] You've had pockys/yan yan before

[x] When you ask for your mum's permission she goes "ask your dad"

Total X's: 40

Multiply your total score by 2 and put the subject as I am _% Asian!

White X'mas - KAT-TUN

credits to: akicute@videouncovered

WHITE X'MAS - KAT-TUN

The street glittered with silver as rain becomes snow

I saw the dream colored future on that day of Christmas

I smiled at you on that sacred night

The tears overflowed, though I will love you forever, why?

Now the snow dances as they fall, and at the sky far beyond here

someone new is waiting, holding on to a feeling that will never fade

We smiled at each other in those days, we were not afraid of anything

But I hurt your kindness, on that day of Christmas

I searched for dream and hope, and I found nothing but lost

The sky I look up to is too high, I cannot hold on to it even if I can reach it, Why?

Now the snow dances as they fall, the unhesitating feeling of those days

Continues on to a new tomorrow, a story that will never return

Even though I will wonder as I start walking, but the snowflakes that melted in my hand

will comeback again someday and reassure my heart

Dreeeams

From my earlier post about the ghost? Well, yeah, I admit that I had a dream about ghosts last night.

(´ ▽ ` ; )

And the scary thing was that it took place.... at home. Apparently, in my dream, I had the ability to listen and talk to them if they were close by.

(´ ▽ ` ; )

And uhmm... my room was... haunted, so there was a lot of ghost that came up to me and talked to me.

(´ ▽ ` ; )

Scary in a sense that I was scared that someone might try to kill me?

(´ ▽ ` ; )

Anyway, before that dream, I have a dream about Hey! Say! JUMP. I was out on a school + shopping trip with them and other friends like Ian and Nacchan.

(´ ▽ ` ; )

Uhm. Two members that I remembered interracting with were Inoo and Keito. Apparently, Keito was... my partner?

(´ ▽ ` ; )

I made him go shopping with me~ It was fun~ Keitoooo~

(´ ▽ ` ; )

I swear I'm not traumatized.

Last night, I went to watch Ghost Hunters on Star World. I love that show, despite being scared of Ghosts.

(´ ▽ ` ; )

The episode was interesting. The first investigation was.

(´ ▽ ` ; )

Because it was taken place at the Slater Mill, where it is an old factory in the 1700's. The workers were all kids, and the machines were dangerous to run. In fact, only kids were able to use it because of its size. It was very... weird.

(´ ▽ ` ; )

But I like weird stuff, so I kinda like that part.

(´ ▽ ` ; )

At some point, they put this K-2 EMF thing where if a ghost was to come near it, the light will blink, on a chair nearby along with an EVPs recorder.

(´ ▽ ` ; )

Then, they became bold and said out loud to any ghost nearby that the ghosts can play with the EMF if they want to. Poke it or something.

(´ ▽ ` ; )

So after some time, the light blinked. And then they were a bit surprised.

(´ ▽ ` ; )

They then asked the ghost to say their name as loud as they can into the EVPs, before asking the ghost a series of questions like, "Are you a woman?", "Are you a man?", "Are you a boy?", and all. And the light would blink when they asked if he was a boy. Then they proceeded on to ages, and then after that would be where the boy lived at. And they would even continue asking the same questions 10 minutes after, and the ghost's answers were still the same.

(´ ▽ ` ; )

Then they went to check for a cold spot, and found one that was in front of one of the investigators. There was a huge temperature drop at that one spot.

(´ ▽ ` ; )

At some point, they asked if the boy could light up the K-2 EMF until they told him to stop and he did so.

(´ ▽ ` ; )

They even asked if he was lonely, and the light lit up. When one of the investigators asked the boy if he wanted to go home with him. Apparently, the light lit up.

(´ ▽ ` ; )

After some time, they went away again. That is until they would put the K-2 EMF somewhere else and asked again if there was someone there. The light lit up. They asked if it was the same boy, and the ghost answered a yes. They even went to ask if there was other people besides him who were there, and they were shocked to find that the boy could count and identify how many people were there. There were four, including the crew and the investigators.

(´ ▽ ` ; )

From all their questions, they were able to get a basic information of the ghost from the ghost itself. The ghost was a 9 year old boy who came from Central Fields. I think he was one of the workers of the Slater Mill, where 9-13 would be the average age?

(´ ▽ ` ; )

I sort of.. feel sad for him. Would it be wrong to say that if I could, I would bring him home?

(´ ▽ ` ; )

So anyway, as part of the show they had to check and investigate any thing they found. And apparently, at the part where the two investigators were asking the boy to say his name into the EVPs recorder, there was a young child-like voice (humans can't hear it) that said something. They were able to make out 'Edger' or 'Edward'. 

(´ ▽ ` ; )

So yeah. That's basically my favourite part.

(´ ▽ ` ; )

Huh?

Tonight, I am calm, but I am also feeling a bit bitchy.

(´ ∆ ` ; )

I looked at the clock on my table. It was showing that it was 6:45PM. I was pri-tty sure that it's night time already. Then I noticed that the clock wasn't straight up, and was standing on it's side.

(´ ∆ ` ; )

Laaaame, I laughed at myself, then frowned. Too lazy to fix the clock now.

(´ ∆ ` ; )

I'm listening to Koda Kumi and Miyavi, 'cause I'm sort of bored.

(´ ∆ ` ; )

I found my white mask. I decided to be gangsta!Reon today.

(´ ∆ ` ; )

On another note, I might just make a gangster RP.

(´ ∆ ` ; )

I need to clean out my files and folders. I have 1400+ songs yo.

(´ ∆ ` ; )

FREEDOM FIGHTER!

(´ Д ` ; )

I watched Arashi shows today. Then, I saw maid!Sho and squealed. I thought it was めちゃ かわいい~

(´ ▽ ` ; )

I suddenly miss Arashi.

(´ ▽ ` ; )

And I suddenly missed the past.

(´ ▽ ` ; )

And then, I secretly cried on the inside when I saw more and more videos of them.

(´ ▽ ` ; )

Then, I felt like watching the Hero performance during 24hr Terebi. The one where Aiba cried.

(´ ▽ ` ; )

Hero still makes me feel sad.

(´ ▽ ` ; )

I still want to do even more music meme.

(´ ▽ ` ; )

I bet my parents are wondering what's with the sudden loud music in my room. Miyavi's music are loud and soft.

(´ ▽ ` ; )

WHAT A WONDERFUL WORLD.

(´ ▽ ` ; )

I suddenly start calling people online "M'lady", "Miss", "Sir", and/or "Ma'am".

(´ ▽ ` ; )

I want to mention someone in this post, but I don't know who. Too lazy to think about it.

(´ ▽ ` ; )

I am secretly a Fredric Chopin fan.

(´ ▽ ` ; )

Now it's not a secret anymore. I like classical music too.

(´ ▽ ` ; )

I am a Fujisawa Ema fan. She starred as Koizumi Risa in the Rabu Con movie.

(´ ▽ ` ; )

She was born on the same day as Oguri Shun. 26th December, 1982. And I meant on the same year too.

(´ ▽ ` ; )

Now my nose is itchy from the white mask. I wonder if I should take it off?

(´ ▽ ` ; )

Hey, I enjoy making these long short posts. I should label them.

(´ ▽ ` ; )

Doooon't waaaant tooo gooooo ooooon Gaaaaaaiaaaa. Soooo laaaazy and laaaaggy.

(´ Д ` ; )

Actually, I just don't want to RP. Lol. Shut up.

(´ Д ` ; )

I wonder if Renz-nii-chan is on Yahoo. I miss talking to him.

(´ Д ` ; )

RENZ-NIIIIII-CHAAAAAN. 

(´ Д ` ; )

I should add him on MSN. Yes. That's what I should do.

(´ Д ` ; )

I forgot I changed my password. Lol. How lame.

(´ Д ` ; )

RENZ-NII-CHAN ISN'T ON. BUT WHY. WHY. WHY. WHY. WHYYYYYY.

(´ Д ` ; )

I demand my.. err... birthday fanfic, Renz-nii-chan. Until then, I will sit on your lap like Chinen does.

(´ Д ` ; )

I am secretly as spoiled as Chinen. Spoil me. With. JE Goodies. Especially Arashi's. Lol.

(´ Д ` ; )

UHM. I don't remember who is who on my Yahoo List. Lol. Time to check LJ.

(´ Д ` ; )

BATHROOM. NOW. My lights aren't working. Oh well. Parent's bathroom are always cosier.

(´ Д ` ; )

I have a new YIM friend. I don't know who that is. I'm guessing either LJ or Gaia. Too lazy to think of the possible suspects.

(´ Д ` ; )

I'm trying to find a way to change my registered name on my Yahoo email. I am not Mirai Inochibi. Anymore.

(´ Д ` ; )

I am now Kaoru Yaotome. Lol. In my own dream.

(´ ▽ ` ; )

HIKARU, WAIT FOR MEEEE.

(´ ▽ ` ; )

BTW, your hair sucks in one of your concerts. Lol. Curly hair~

(´ ▽ ` ; )

Next time, don't complain about your lack of hair style. Your old hairstyle was already cool.

(´ ▽ ` ; )

Now I feel as if I'm fangirling over some Japanese dude with a mini fro.

(´ ▽ ` ; )

I am now Aiba's fangirl.

(´ ω ` ; )

AIBAAAA.

(´ ω ` ; )

Even though it's only 8:40PM. I shall stop this enty for now.

(´ ω ` ; )

Because I'm sleepy.

(´ ω ` ; )

Sleep is good.

(´ ω ` ; )