Don't mind this entry. Just skip it. In fact, skip it all. Lol.

I'm losing itt. no wait.. I've lost it! BUT I DON'T CARE NO I DONT. I am now laughing at stupid people lol. like you.

Well, aren't you childsh? Get a grip on yourself.

SHUT UP SHUP UP{OUINI DONT FCK*INSJV CARE

And you wonder why you don't have friends.

AAAAAAAAAFYTFZSDHYHGH STUPID GO AWAY I AM IN CONTROL OKAY STUF UPSNWLIFB"IHIP!!

If you're going to be childish like this, it's no wonder you're losing it. Just calm down.

CALM DOWN WHY SHOULD I DONT WANT TO I DONT CARE YOU SHOULDNT CARE ITS MY LIFE ITS MINE MINE MIIIIINE

See, you're even talking to yourself.

YOU'RE NOT PART OF THIS SO SHUT UP WHAT DO YOU KNOW BITCH

You're the bitch here. Just go... sleep. Go and rest. Please, just keep quiet.

WHY SHOULD I EGUIFGOWEHFOUHP I DONT WANT TO WHY WHY WHY WHY&Y WHY WHY WHY WHYW HWYHWHHWHYWOF:GHPIWBHCJOFSKBHPCHIBL

You're incredibly childish, na. What ever happened to "I'm strong. I can pass this."?

SHUT UP ITS MY LIFE SO GOA WAAGW&*YI I DONT CARE ANYMORE I DONT JUST SHUT UP AND LET ME BE. Just.. shut up....

I'm fine. I'm fine now. Please don't worry about me.

Tonight.

Tonight, I am calm. I shall remain calm.

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Actually, I'm just quiet. As my MSN name says, "I'll just smile at you, and keep quiet."

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I am listening to Arashi's "Aozora Pedal". I was thinking of something odd. 

Pedal = Pedaru = Pedoru = Pedo.

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I don't really feel like RPing. Nor do I feel like talking much.

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I am having a very calm, and peaceful conversation with Gerard. Somehow, it's a pretty deep topic to talk about.

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I am secretly in pain. But I still want to smile.

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Zushi was talking to be about odd things earlier on. But I was listening anyway. Though I'm not making much comments. I'm sort of glad he's not saying anything now. I need my space.

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I wonder if I should go offline on MSN now?

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I was reminiscing about last year. Still. Oh those joyful times.

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I wonder if me, Nacchan, Ian and Kuroru will ever face a love crisis all at the same time?

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If there's one song to suit my mood now, it's either Arashi's "Aozora Pedal" or Jesse McCartney's "Take your sweet time".

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I wonder if I should take the day off the internet tomorrow to meditate, or think over things. I am still unclear of my future.

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I shall go read my horoscope forecasts for both Monkey and Sagittarius.

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I'll feel better if I do that.

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I sort of need to hear someone talk to me about these stuff. But I don't want to ask people to talk to me.

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If I drew a picture now, it'll be of my RP characters staring out of the window, and in thoughts. But they'll all be alone in their own room, or outside.

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I wonder if anyone realises that I like working solo.

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Attachment to someone makes me uneasy. I shall not get attached to anyone this year.

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I'm still smiling. I'll keep to myself for now.

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Surprisingly, I have nothing weird to say. I must be out of it.

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My bathroom lights had a little spark before it stopped working. In the evening. Now, how am I supposed to use the bathroom?

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I hope my fears of ghosts doesn't come tonight.

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Then again, it might be phobia. I'm always going crazy at the mention of that.

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I shall listen to Konayuki or Aozora Pedal when I sleep tonight.

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I'm going to reply to Okita-san's RP PM before I go to sleep tonight. I might have writer's block for sure.

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Lovely Complex, I definitely love it.

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Hi anyone who's reading this.

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My mom told me that she was thinking of buying me a camera. I told her what I like. She seemed a bit surprised that I didn't choose a modern looking one.

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I think I'll go to sleep soon. Or maybe now. Whichever I feel like.

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Good night, everyone.

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By the way, I am still calm.

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Some meme.

I stole it from my friends on LJ. Lol. (´ ▽ ` ; )

LJ Friends Meme by coolerq

• You must tell 5 people about this game.

• Kimochi warui is the one that you love.

• Rei is one you like but can't work out.

• You care most about Nacchan.

• Ian is the one who knows you very well.

• Mom is your lucky star.

• Hero is the song that matches with Kimochi warui.

• Love so sweet is the song for Rei.

• Konayuki is the song that tells you most about YOUR mind.

• and Itsuka no Summer is the song telling you how you feel about life

Take this quiz

Uhmm. Sort of accurate~ You should try it. Lol.

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Nacchan, I'm calling him "Kimochi Warui~"

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I was actually going to write Rei first after my 2nd thought, but it told me to write what I thought of first.

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I'm now listening to Konayuki, and looking up the translation and wonder if that's what my mind is right now.

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I was blushy for 5 minutes. Lol.

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I feel like going emo now.

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