Colour Test once more!

Heeeey, guuuys. Remember the colour test thing? The one that was accurate, or... well.. was said to be? I actually did it like a two months ago, and I got the same results as the one before.

But then, now, I did it again. Just to see if it'll change, and it did. 

(´ ▽ ` ; ) I still do feel that it is accurate.

Now, this is what is said to me.

You are under considerable stress and you are almost about to 'blow your top' but you are fortunate enough to be able to exert control. Control is the name of the game and it is so good to realise that whatever the situation may be a this time - it will pass. You need to get away from everything for a while and if you do, you will find that, strangely enough, it will seem that most of your problems and situations will seem to wash away, just as the sea may wash away 'footprints' in the sand.

Being a likeable person you get on well with neighbours and friends. You don't need anything to 'Rock your boat'. You want to 'love' and to be loved'.

Compromise is the name of the game at this time and it is the only way you can avoid being deprived of the love and affection you so rightly deserve -so soften up a little, be flexible.

Recent disappointment has led you to become truly introverted. You are becoming suspicious of everybody and consequently you now feel that you are unable to trust anybody. Unfortunately it would appear that you are curbing your natural enthusiasm and imaginative nature - perhaps this is because you are fearful that you may become over enthused and find that you could possibly be carried away by wishful thinking. You are keeping your distance to see whether attitudes towards you are sincere - but this watchfulness could easily develop into suspicion and distrust.

You wish to safeguard yourself against criticism or conflict and to embed yourself in a protected situation. You are a difficult person to relate to and very difficult to please.

(´ ▽ ` ; ) I'll just smile and laugh for now. Haaahnn~

Tonight.

Tonight, I am calm. I shall remain calm.

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Actually, I'm just quiet. As my MSN name says, "I'll just smile at you, and keep quiet."

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I am listening to Arashi's "Aozora Pedal". I was thinking of something odd. 

Pedal = Pedaru = Pedoru = Pedo.

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I don't really feel like RPing. Nor do I feel like talking much.

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I am having a very calm, and peaceful conversation with Gerard. Somehow, it's a pretty deep topic to talk about.

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I am secretly in pain. But I still want to smile.

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Zushi was talking to be about odd things earlier on. But I was listening anyway. Though I'm not making much comments. I'm sort of glad he's not saying anything now. I need my space.

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I wonder if I should go offline on MSN now?

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I was reminiscing about last year. Still. Oh those joyful times.

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I wonder if me, Nacchan, Ian and Kuroru will ever face a love crisis all at the same time?

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If there's one song to suit my mood now, it's either Arashi's "Aozora Pedal" or Jesse McCartney's "Take your sweet time".

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I wonder if I should take the day off the internet tomorrow to meditate, or think over things. I am still unclear of my future.

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I shall go read my horoscope forecasts for both Monkey and Sagittarius.

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I'll feel better if I do that.

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I sort of need to hear someone talk to me about these stuff. But I don't want to ask people to talk to me.

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If I drew a picture now, it'll be of my RP characters staring out of the window, and in thoughts. But they'll all be alone in their own room, or outside.

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I wonder if anyone realises that I like working solo.

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Attachment to someone makes me uneasy. I shall not get attached to anyone this year.

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I'm still smiling. I'll keep to myself for now.

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Surprisingly, I have nothing weird to say. I must be out of it.

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My bathroom lights had a little spark before it stopped working. In the evening. Now, how am I supposed to use the bathroom?

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I hope my fears of ghosts doesn't come tonight.

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Then again, it might be phobia. I'm always going crazy at the mention of that.

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I shall listen to Konayuki or Aozora Pedal when I sleep tonight.

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I'm going to reply to Okita-san's RP PM before I go to sleep tonight. I might have writer's block for sure.

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Lovely Complex, I definitely love it.

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Hi anyone who's reading this.

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My mom told me that she was thinking of buying me a camera. I told her what I like. She seemed a bit surprised that I didn't choose a modern looking one.

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I think I'll go to sleep soon. Or maybe now. Whichever I feel like.

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Good night, everyone.

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By the way, I am still calm.

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