Nacchan~
I am serious now!
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By my birthday, I will show you much I have changed! In a good way.
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Tuesday, June 2, 2009
Tonight.
Tonight, I am calm. I shall remain calm.
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Actually, I'm just quiet. As my MSN name says, "I'll just smile at you, and keep quiet."
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I am listening to Arashi's "Aozora Pedal". I was thinking of something odd.
Pedal = Pedaru = Pedoru = Pedo.
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I don't really feel like RPing. Nor do I feel like talking much.
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I am having a very calm, and peaceful conversation with Gerard. Somehow, it's a pretty deep topic to talk about.
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I am secretly in pain. But I still want to smile.
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Zushi was talking to be about odd things earlier on. But I was listening anyway. Though I'm not making much comments. I'm sort of glad he's not saying anything now. I need my space.
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I wonder if I should go offline on MSN now?
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I was reminiscing about last year. Still. Oh those joyful times.
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I wonder if me, Nacchan, Ian and Kuroru will ever face a love crisis all at the same time?
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If there's one song to suit my mood now, it's either Arashi's "Aozora Pedal" or Jesse McCartney's "Take your sweet time".
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I wonder if I should take the day off the internet tomorrow to meditate, or think over things. I am still unclear of my future.
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I shall go read my horoscope forecasts for both Monkey and Sagittarius.
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I'll feel better if I do that.
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I sort of need to hear someone talk to me about these stuff. But I don't want to ask people to talk to me.
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If I drew a picture now, it'll be of my RP characters staring out of the window, and in thoughts. But they'll all be alone in their own room, or outside.
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I wonder if anyone realises that I like working solo.
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Attachment to someone makes me uneasy. I shall not get attached to anyone this year.
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I'm still smiling. I'll keep to myself for now.
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Surprisingly, I have nothing weird to say. I must be out of it.
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My bathroom lights had a little spark before it stopped working. In the evening. Now, how am I supposed to use the bathroom?
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I hope my fears of ghosts doesn't come tonight.
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Then again, it might be phobia. I'm always going crazy at the mention of that.
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I shall listen to Konayuki or Aozora Pedal when I sleep tonight.
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I'm going to reply to Okita-san's RP PM before I go to sleep tonight. I might have writer's block for sure.
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Lovely Complex, I definitely love it.
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Hi anyone who's reading this.
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My mom told me that she was thinking of buying me a camera. I told her what I like. She seemed a bit surprised that I didn't choose a modern looking one.
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I think I'll go to sleep soon. Or maybe now. Whichever I feel like.
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Good night, everyone.
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By the way, I am still calm.
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Some meme.
I stole it from my friends on LJ. Lol. (´ ▽ ` ; )
LJ Friends Meme by coolerq
• You must tell 5 people about this game.
• Kimochi warui is the one that you love.
• Rei is one you like but can't work out.
• You care most about Nacchan.
• Ian is the one who knows you very well.
• Mom is your lucky star.
• Hero is the song that matches with Kimochi warui.
• Love so sweet is the song for Rei.
• Konayuki is the song that tells you most about YOUR mind.
• and Itsuka no Summer is the song telling you how you feel about life
Uhmm. Sort of accurate~ You should try it. Lol.
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Nacchan, I'm calling him "Kimochi Warui~"
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I was actually going to write Rei first after my 2nd thought, but it told me to write what I thought of first.
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I'm now listening to Konayuki, and looking up the translation and wonder if that's what my mind is right now.
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I was blushy for 5 minutes. Lol.
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I feel like going emo now.
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Lovely Complex
I finally got my hands on the CD. After a long time of searching. Before, Asshie was SUPPOSED to lend it to me, but I don't know what's going on his tiny puny -censored cursing- head of his that he DOESN'T remember about it. After all. I gave him my memory card and this is how he repays me. Gee. Thanks. I feel so loved. -put imaginary mean sarcastic remark here-
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The actress for Risa is mecha kawaii. I like Risa~
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Teppei as Otani is just the best thing everrrrrr.
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Now, I shall go catch up with the manga and also Nodame Cantabile.
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Note my new label. Lol. I'm staring at you, Asshie. With a disappointed look. While I shake my head.
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Monday, June 1, 2009
Oh, mom. You and your image of your daughter. ❤
Today, I went out to Swensens for lunch with mom again. We got to talking again.
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Then, we were talking about guys.
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And she said, "I can't imagine your boyfriend being a local. Though, I can imagine that he'll be Chinese." Oh mom. ❤ You know your daughter quite well~
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GAIZ, I will have Chinese future!husband with my mommy's approval.
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I want it someone to be like Rei. Yeah. It's Rei, not Ren. Wikipedia failed nii-chan. Nii-chan failed me. I am now secretly upset at my new best friend.
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Reeeeei~
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Lol. Bao is a drug. Isn't that bad?
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(´ ω ` ; ) Another old meme?
(´ ω ` ; ) Uber steal, steal. I'm just bored like hell.
I shall laugh at my answers later on. Actually, I'll just change the answer I want to change. Then I'll laugh at that after~ ❤
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Starting time: 11:21am
Name: Kaoru (I lie~ ♫ You should know what my name is.)
Sisters: One
Brothers: None
Shoe size: 8 (somewhere there)
Height: 158 - 160 cm
Where do you live: A house close to the seaside ❤
Favourite drinks: Anything fruity, anything chocolatey, MELON MILK ❤
Favourite breakfast: Sandwich that is not made of sand nor witch.
Have you ever...
Been on a plane?: Yes.
Swam in the ocean: No.
Fallen asleep at school: Yes.
Broken someone's heart: 3 times, bby. ❤
Fallen off your chair: Ye- no. I don't think I have.
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: Yes. ❤ He's not my BF though. |D;;
Saved emails: Yes. I have around 12,000 unread emails. ❤ LJ notifications are so odd.
What is your room like?: White wall, brick wall, window, white wall, window, white wall, brick wall, glass door, white wall, wooden door, white wall, window ❤
What's right beside you?: My 嵐 & カオル Calligraphy thing.
What was the last thing you ate: UHM. Soft cookies. |D;;
Ever had chicken pox: Yes.
Sore throat: Yes.
Stitches: Yes. In my mouth~
Broken nose: No.
Do you believe in love at first sight: I believe in crush at first sight. ❤
Like picnics: Yes. ❤
Who was/were the last person/people you danced with: Myself. I was dancing to SUMMER TIME. |D;; Or 'It's My Soul'.
You last yelled at: IDK.
Today did you...
Talk to someone you like: Well, of course. ❤ I talk to my friends. But it's still morning. ❤
Kiss anyone: Jinx, the black morbid bunneh. ❤ I kissed my pillow too.
Get sick: No.
Talk to an ex: No.
Miss someone: UHM. No. Yes. Probably. Nah, I don't. ❤ Actually I do. I MISS IAN. And Tashan!
Eat: Yes.
Best feeling in the world: Joy and excitement with those you love and care about~ ❤
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: Yes. Most of them are gifts from people- oh wait, half of them are gifts, but the other half was just a result of me spoiling myself. ❤
What's under your bed: Dust bunnies.
Who do you really hate: Oh errr... IDK. I don't want to talk about it~ ❤
What time is it now: 11:24am
Random:
Is there a person who is on your mind now: Myself. ❤ I am secretly laughing at my own answers. I am secretly thinking about someone. And it's not Arashi. I am suddenly frowning at my own thoughts now.
Do you have any siblings: Yes. One. She + Me = ...err.. Ryutaro & Shintaro with a huge arguement and has no talked to each other for more than two years~ ❤
Do you want children: Yes. o: I have already planned out my life plan! ❤
Do you smile often: I smile.. at times when people talk to me. Otherwise, I just stare with a dazed expression.
Do you like your hand-writing: Not really. It's like chicken poop. ❤
Are your toenails painted: I'm planning to~ ❤ Blaaaack.
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: The bed in the hotel in SG. ): So comfy.
What colour shirt are you wearing now: Dark purple? And then a white guy's buttoned up shirt. ❤ It's my new jacket now.
What were you doing at 7.00PM yesterday: Go hyper. Online. Blog. Maybe. ❤ Random PMs on Gaia. I'm pri-tty sure I was talking to one guy about the way how he walked, and the other about snowboarding. Lol. STFU. We just suck at talking.
Are you a friendly person: A part of me says yes, but the rest of them, which is like 99% says no. ): Though, I am secretly saying that I am. ❤
Do you have any pets: A KITTY. Named Skywalker. SHE is called Sky though~ ❤
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you: My daddy, is my daddy. I love my daddy. ❤ Or maybe it was my mummy. I love my mummy too. ❤
Do you sleep with the TV on: If I have one in my room. ❤ Probably. But my laptop, yesss. I must have music on.
What are you doing right now: Answering this~ ❤ And thinking that I'm abusing the hearts.
Have you ever crawled through a window: I have.
Can you handle the truth? Depends on what it is. But usually, I can. If I cannot, I will only give a very late reponse... in a few days time. ❤
Are you too forgiving: I'm not that forgiving. But I am accepting. ❤ Maybe. I hold a lot of grudges.
Are you closer to your mother or father: My daddy knows what I'd like, but my mummy knows the current stuff going on. ❤
Who was the last person you cried in front of: Myself. I'm still a person.
Do you eat healthy?: Maybe. Maybe not. I have an unhealthy obsession over.. over.. Lolita clothing~ ❤ I LIE. I have an unhealthy obsession over... *shifty eyes* my new emoticon. ❤
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?: I shake my foot to take. *shakes foot*
Are you confident: At times. But my confidence can die out easily.
5 things I was doing 10 years ago:
1. I was being adorably innocent.
2. I don't feel the need to acknowledge the boys.
3. I was watching cartoons, and talking bugs bunny speak! ❤
4. I don't care about studies.
5. I liked watching my sister play her games.
5 things on my to-do list today:
1. Sleep
2. Eat
3. Hikaru
4. Ren. I want to do him. One day. Lol. Pedo ❤
5. Top Laugh at you gaiz
5 snacks I enjoy:
1. Fruits
2. Sweet Food
3. Ren. No actually, Ren would be a full course meal. ❤
4. Dried Wasabi-Flavoured Seaweed
5. Ren's Pants Candy
5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:
1. Eat
2. Sleep
3. Drink
4. Travel
5. Buy stuff
5 of my bad habits:
1. Getting distracted easily
2. Forgetful
3. Always gives in to urges
4. Pedo, fangirl, pervert side
5. Sleeping a lot at any place
5 places I have lived in:
1. This house
2. That other house
3. The house in front of that other house
4. Grandma's house
5. Imaginary life of having babies with Ren ❤
5 jobs I've had:
1. Student
2. Blogger
3. Fan fiction writer / Fangirl ❤
4. Pedo
5. The sleeping old man in the 'It's raining, it's falling, the old man is snoring' song.
Comment to this post (state if you want) and I will give you 5 subjects/things I associate you with. Then post this in your LJ blog and elaborate on the subjects given
From Sachi:
❤ Hikaru - Favourite member in Hey! Say! JUMP. The other half of the non-existant HiKaoru OTP ❤ He can be papa, and I can be mama. We'll be romantic all the time. In my dreams that is. But that dream is crushed now. ):
❤ Pedoness - Big flaw, big secret. Sort of proud of it, but other than that, PEDO is cool yo ❤ My parents have yet to know about it.
❤ RP - Hobby. Love it. Sci-fi? Kill me. ): I tend to mistaken it as RAPE. Best place to show my pedoness ❤
❤ Vocaloid - Cool.. yo. Program that allows people to make songs by adjusting tone, and pitch. They're robots. And they're hawt, morbid, and horrifyingly psychotic. I go insane watching them~ ❤ Especially the twins. I love them. Both Len and Rin. I want to be their older sister. Period. Meiko can have all the wine she wants. I will bully and instinctively turn seme on Kaito. I will turn into a cute uke with Miku. I'll be the older sister of the Kagamine Twins. And I will need to know the rest like Gakupo, Luca, etc.
❤ Chicken Soup - The one that brought Yamada & Chinen together in my unfinished Yamachii story. Don't kill me, Sachi. ❤ Ren is like Bao a drug to me. ):
... (´ ω ` ; ) Innocence meme.
(´ ω ` ; ) I shall go steal materials from my previous blog. Lol. Or new one.
From my LJ.
Start with 100% and subtract 1% for everything that you've done. Then repost as your __% innocent.
1. Smoked
2. Drank alcohol.
3. Cried when someone died.
4. Been drunk.
5. Had sex.
6. Been to a concert.
7. Gotten/given a hand job.
8. Been verbally/sexually harassed.
9. Verbally/sexually harassed somebody.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 94% *laughs* You can tell what I haven't done before.
11. Felt someone up and/or been felt up.
12. Laughed so hard something came out of your nose.
13. Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend before.
14. Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend.
15. Been to prom.
16. Cried at school.
17. Gotten lost in a Wal-Mart or a department store.
18. Went streaking.
19. Given or received a lap dance.
20. Had someone of the opposite sex in your room.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 90% No comment.
21. Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over.
22. Slept over at someone of the opposite sex's house.
23. Kissed a stranger.
24. Hugged a stranger.
25. Went scuba diving.
26. Driven a car.
27. Gotten an x-ray.
28. Hit by a car.
29. Had a party.
30. Done drugs.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 88% Now, which two have I done before?
31. Played strip poker/darts/pool.
32. Got paid to strip for someone.
33. Run away from home.
34. Broken a bone.
35. Eaten sushi.
36. Bought porn.
37. Watched porn.
38. Made porn.
39. Made beans.
40. Been in love.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 84% Hehe. How is eating sushi a bad thing?~
41. French kissed.
42. Laughed so hard you cried.
43. Cried yourself to sleep.
44. Laughed yourself to sleep.
45. Stabbed yourself.
46. Shot a gun.
47. Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day.
48. Been online for 9 consecutive hours.
49. Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours.
50. Watched an animal die.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 77% Now YOU guess which three I haven't done before.
51. Watched a person die.
52. Kissed somewhere with at least 1 person present.
53. Pranked somebody.
54. Put somebody in the hospital.
55. Snuck into someone's room and/or your own room after being out.
56. Made spicy beans.
57. Dressed punk.
58. Dressed Goth.
59. Dressed preppy.
60. Been to a motocross race.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 73% (:
61. Avoided somebody.
62. Been stalked.
63. Stalked someone.
64. Met a celebrity.
65. Played an instrument.
66. Ridden a horse.
67. Cut yourself.
68. Bungee jumped.
69. Ding dong ditched somebody.
70. Been to a wild party.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 66% La tee da~
71. Been caught stealing something.
72. Kicked/punched a guy in the balls.
73. Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend.
74. Gone out with your friend's crush.
75. Got arrested.
76. Been pregnant.
77. Babysat.
78. Been to another country.
79. Started your house on fire.
80. Had an encounter with a ghost.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 62% Heeh. According to my mom, I used to see ghosts when I was young. I often get pinched by one when I was young too.
81. Donated your hair to cancer patients.
82. Been asked out by someone that you never thought you'd be asked out by.
83. Cried over a member of the opposite sex.
84. Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for over 2 months.
85. Sat on your butt all day.
86. Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself.
87. Had a job.
88. Gotten cut from a sports team.
89. Been called a whore.
90. Danced like a whore .
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 56% *cough*
91. Been mistaken for a celebrity.
92. Been in a car accident.
93. Been told you have beautiful eyes.
94. Been told you have beautiful hair.
95. Raped somebody.
96. Danced in the rain.
97. Been rejected.
98. Left a restaurant without paying.
99. Punched someone/slapped someone in the face.
100. Been raped
FINAL PERCENTAGE: 49% Ehe. I'm not even considered 'innocent' anymore.
(´ ω ` ; ) Anyone can do this.
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