Today, Kaoru is very very frustrated! ...in an odd way

"Your cue, that."

AGH IT'S MY CUE! WHAT! AAAAAAARGH I'M NO EXPERT IN THIIIIIIIS!!!!

Tonight, Kaoru is being someone's whore.

So. Now. My face is really red. /sweat

I'm doing very weird things. Like roleplaying a girl who's wearing a puke-covered kimono. /sweat

She is very silly. /kurukuru

Actually, stupid is a better word. /moyamoya

She's supposed to be the Lady Boss of some brothel trading company. /waratte

I'm very tired. It's almost 4AM now. /sweat

But I'm enjoying this moment. /waratte

Today, Kaoru is a bitch.

So today,

I told Gerard. He felt bad. I laughed. At him. Lol. Why so srs. /happygrin

I will continue rubbing into his wounds, telling him that he's like every other people that told me that they're my friends and will not do anything horrible, but does something horrible and suddenly makes me question if this is actually 'friendship'. /seriousfaic

So then, I started being a bitch about it. And now. I'm sadistic beyond words. /moyamoya

Today,

I will be nice to Zushi. /happyfaic

Because I lack of people who I can be nice and care for. /warai

Today, Kaoru is happy again~

And now, I'm fine! (smile)

I'd have to say that I really lack of friends, huh~ But I like having close friends. (smil) It is not an empty, and passing relationship.

While the fact that Gerard is sort of ignoring me (at some point), I got a bit sad. (sadsmile)

But talking to Trooper Droid really brought my mood up! うれしいよ~ (happyfaic)

Today, Kaoru is just stupid.

Today, I feel horrible. (weaksmile)

Because I found out something. (frown)

And it's not a good thing. (sadfaic)

I shall now disappear with the feelings of uhm. Yes. Fish. (smile)

Puuuuu

Today, I got lazy and did only one thing on my 'to-do' list. No, it's not doing Rei, or anyone at that point. Lol. I only went out for lunch, but mommy and I didn't talk about my lame!dorky future. D:

My room still looks like someone messed it up after f*cking around. ): It's so messyyyy.

Today, I was a lazy ass and spent almost the whole afternoon sleeping my ass off. Now, I feel sick beyond any sick words. It's kinda like morning sickness, but for afternoon and not getting pregnant. Lol. If I was, then I'm pretty sure the daddy is Gerard.

I just remembered what Sachi said before.

"Bao is a drug now."

(´ ▽ ` ; ) Lame!memory is lame for remembering at the wrong time.

Today, Kaoru is not a pedo.

Today, I have a few plans in mind.

CLEANING UP MY ROOM, is an obvious thing. Lol. No one wants to enter my hazardous room. D':

I will go out for lunch with my mother and talk about my lame!dorky future. Lol. I will also go out and buy myself some things.

Today, I shall go do something girly and painful. Watch as I fail to do it, and sob about it online.

The Cold... glass

Well, since it's raining, I thought that the glass window would be cold, and I was right. So I was breathing close to it, and it fogged up the glass. It was funny somehow.

I wrote in someone's name and grinned like an idiot before I wiped it off. I'm lame like that. Lol. I wonder who's the unlucky person?