Today, Kaoru is a bitch.

So today,

I told Gerard. He felt bad. I laughed. At him. Lol. Why so srs. /happygrin

I will continue rubbing into his wounds, telling him that he's like every other people that told me that they're my friends and will not do anything horrible, but does something horrible and suddenly makes me question if this is actually 'friendship'. /seriousfaic

So then, I started being a bitch about it. And now. I'm sadistic beyond words. /moyamoya

Today,

I will be nice to Zushi. /happyfaic

Because I lack of people who I can be nice and care for. /warai

Today, Kaoru is happy again~

And now, I'm fine! (smile)

I'd have to say that I really lack of friends, huh~ But I like having close friends. (smil) It is not an empty, and passing relationship.

While the fact that Gerard is sort of ignoring me (at some point), I got a bit sad. (sadsmile)

But talking to Trooper Droid really brought my mood up! うれしいよ~ (happyfaic)

Today, Kaoru is just stupid.

Today, I feel horrible. (weaksmile)

Because I found out something. (frown)

And it's not a good thing. (sadfaic)

I shall now disappear with the feelings of uhm. Yes. Fish. (smile)

Puuuuu

Today, I got lazy and did only one thing on my 'to-do' list. No, it's not doing Rei, or anyone at that point. Lol. I only went out for lunch, but mommy and I didn't talk about my lame!dorky future. D:

My room still looks like someone messed it up after f*cking around. ): It's so messyyyy.

Today, I was a lazy ass and spent almost the whole afternoon sleeping my ass off. Now, I feel sick beyond any sick words. It's kinda like morning sickness, but for afternoon and not getting pregnant. Lol. If I was, then I'm pretty sure the daddy is Gerard.

I just remembered what Sachi said before.

"Bao is a drug now."

(´ ▽ ` ; ) Lame!memory is lame for remembering at the wrong time.

Today, Kaoru is not a pedo.

Today, I have a few plans in mind.

CLEANING UP MY ROOM, is an obvious thing. Lol. No one wants to enter my hazardous room. D':

I will go out for lunch with my mother and talk about my lame!dorky future. Lol. I will also go out and buy myself some things.

Today, I shall go do something girly and painful. Watch as I fail to do it, and sob about it online.

The Cold... glass

Well, since it's raining, I thought that the glass window would be cold, and I was right. So I was breathing close to it, and it fogged up the glass. It was funny somehow.

I wrote in someone's name and grinned like an idiot before I wiped it off. I'm lame like that. Lol. I wonder who's the unlucky person?

Lazy day starts

Today, the morning was a bit darker than usual. Which means it's raining. It still is now. Apparently, I feel very calm. (´ ▽ ` ; ) And lazy.

Lol. I will post about something lame later.

Today, Kaoru's room is not clean.

Today, I spent the whole day cleaning up my room. Though, I can't say I made much progress, but I have cleaned out all the papers away!

Nacchan~ (´ ▽ ` ; )

Remember that huge pile of... stuff on my table and beside my table? It's gone now~ ❤

I went to JIS today again. Lol.

My knee hurts from having to sit-stand on the ground while typing on the laptop. My chair is far off beside my bed. I was cleaning out my desk, so yeah.

A dorky!Kaoru is so dorky. I need to take dorky lessons from Hikaru. Lol. Yessss.

Music: I'll do anything (By Jason Mraz)

Dorama: None

Games: None

MSN: Online/Away

Time: 16th June 2009, 7.41PM