Thursday, June 4, 2009

Complete the phrase

Taken from my LJ

"Complete the phrase" meme~

A) Complete the phrase.
B) Tag 5 people to do the meme.
C) Feel free to add more!

1. Love is one of the best things in the world.
2. Life moves on, slowly.
3. I am searching for dream and hopes, while holding onto my memories.
4. Being insane is what I do when I don't know what to do, and who to turn to.
5. I've come to realize that when I laugh, that's when I want to forget everything around me and indulge myself in stuff that is funny and happy.
6. God is someone who I want to prove my worth to.
7. The world goes on and on.
8. F*ck can either mean a curse, or sex, though if it's sex, I'll just grin stupidly, while fantasizing about Rei or Len.
9. Daydreaming is what I do when I'm bored, but it's so often about the people I like, for example, Hikaru.
10. Night time is when people go on.
11. TakaYama is Jen's OTP, not mine.

I'm 80% Asian

I am 80% Asian!
Took this meme from my LJ.

[x] Both of your parents are from Asia
[x] You were born in Asia
[ ] You use the term "Azn" 
[x] You think DDR is cool
[x] You've watched lots of anime
[x] You like Korean drama
[x] You have stuff hanging on your phone
[ ] You think your parents want you to marry within your own race
[x] You eat rice almost everyday
[x] You drink lemon tea
X's so far: 8

[x] You style your hair
[x] You have a bebo/myspace/friendster
[x] You speak languages other than English
[x] Your parents are strict
[x] Your parents have high expectations of you
[x] You always get A's/B's on your report
[x] You do Chemistry/Biology/Physics/Accounting
[x] You know your multiplication table
[ ] You play badminton or table tennis or Irish Pingpong
[ ] You've seen the asian version The ring/The grudge
X's so far: 16

[x] You go/want to go to a university and would NEVER consider an apprenticeship
[ ] You own an asian car (Honda, Toyota, etc)
[x] You're not the only child
[x] You've gotten little red envelopes around February (Chinese New Year)
[ ] You know the difference between kung fu, karate and tae kwon do
[ ] Your mother tries to bargain even though the product is already discounted
[ ] You can solve a rubiks cube 
[x] You have a box of noodles somewhere in your house
[x] You play video games
X's so far: 21

[x] Everytime you're going out, your parents ask you where you're going and what time you'll be home
[ ] You have karaoke at home
[x] You've been to a LAN more than 3 times
[x] You have incense sticks/moth balls in your house
[x] You own a gaming console
[x] You don't wear shoes in your house
[x] You can use chopsticks
[x] You get nothing if you do well in school, but punished if you don't
X's so far: 28

[x] Your parents won't let you go out if you have school the next day
[x] You have asian songs on your computer/iPod
[x] You don't like football
[ ] You like Soccer
X's so far: 31

[x] You have a curfew
[ ] You know what ulzzang/tb means
[x] You know what purikura is
[x] You like bubble tea
[ ] Your parents bought you shoes many sizes too big so you can "grow into it" and wear it for years to come
[x] You've played final fantasy
[x] You believe in fortune cookies
X's so far: 36

[x] You know what is bok choy
[x] You've heard the song "Got rice?"
[x] You've had pockys/yan yan before
[x] When you ask for your mum's permission she goes "ask your dad"
Total X's: 40

Multiply your total score by 2 and put the subject as I am _% Asian!

White X'mas - KAT-TUN

credits to: akicute@videouncovered

WHITE X'MAS - KAT-TUN

The street glittered with silver as rain becomes snow
I saw the dream colored future on that day of Christmas

I smiled at you on that sacred night
The tears overflowed, though I will love you forever, why?

Now the snow dances as they fall, and at the sky far beyond here
someone new is waiting, holding on to a feeling that will never fade

We smiled at each other in those days, we were not afraid of anything
But I hurt your kindness, on that day of Christmas

I searched for dream and hope, and I found nothing but lost
The sky I look up to is too high, I cannot hold on to it even if I can reach it, Why?

Now the snow dances as they fall, the unhesitating feeling of those days
Continues on to a new tomorrow, a story that will never return

Even though I will wonder as I start walking, but the snowflakes that melted in my hand
will comeback again someday and reassure my heart

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

Dreeeams

From my earlier post about the ghost? Well, yeah, I admit that I had a dream about ghosts last night.
(´ ▽ ` ; )

And the scary thing was that it took place.... at home. Apparently, in my dream, I had the ability to listen and talk to them if they were close by.
(´ ▽ ` ; )

And uhmm... my room was... haunted, so there was a lot of ghost that came up to me and talked to me.
(´ ▽ ` ; )

Scary in a sense that I was scared that someone might try to kill me?
(´ ▽ ` ; )

Anyway, before that dream, I have a dream about Hey! Say! JUMP. I was out on a school + shopping trip with them and other friends like Ian and Nacchan.
(´ ▽ ` ; )

Uhm. Two members that I remembered interracting with were Inoo and Keito. Apparently, Keito was... my partner?
(´ ▽ ` ; )

I made him go shopping with me~ It was fun~ Keitoooo~
(´ ▽ ` ; )

I swear I'm not traumatized.

Last night, I went to watch Ghost Hunters on Star World. I love that show, despite being scared of Ghosts.
(´ ▽ ` ; )

The episode was interesting. The first investigation was.
(´ ▽ ` ; )

Because it was taken place at the Slater Mill, where it is an old factory in the 1700's. The workers were all kids, and the machines were dangerous to run. In fact, only kids were able to use it because of its size. It was very... weird.
(´ ▽ ` ; )

But I like weird stuff, so I kinda like that part.
(´ ▽ ` ; )

At some point, they put this K-2 EMF thing where if a ghost was to come near it, the light will blink, on a chair nearby along with an EVPs recorder.
(´ ▽ ` ; )

Then, they became bold and said out loud to any ghost nearby that the ghosts can play with the EMF if they want to. Poke it or something.
(´ ▽ ` ; )

So after some time, the light blinked. And then they were a bit surprised.
(´ ▽ ` ; )

They then asked the ghost to say their name as loud as they can into the EVPs, before asking the ghost a series of questions like, "Are you a woman?", "Are you a man?", "Are you a boy?", and all. And the light would blink when they asked if he was a boy. Then they proceeded on to ages, and then after that would be where the boy lived at. And they would even continue asking the same questions 10 minutes after, and the ghost's answers were still the same.
(´ ▽ ` ; )

Then they went to check for a cold spot, and found one that was in front of one of the investigators. There was a huge temperature drop at that one spot.
(´ ▽ ` ; )

At some point, they asked if the boy could light up the K-2 EMF until they told him to stop and he did so.
(´ ▽ ` ; )

They even asked if he was lonely, and the light lit up. When one of the investigators asked the boy if he wanted to go home with him. Apparently, the light lit up.
(´ ▽ ` ; )

After some time, they went away again. That is until they would put the K-2 EMF somewhere else and asked again if there was someone there. The light lit up. They asked if it was the same boy, and the ghost answered a yes. They even went to ask if there was other people besides him who were there, and they were shocked to find that the boy could count and identify how many people were there. There were four, including the crew and the investigators.
(´ ▽ ` ; )

From all their questions, they were able to get a basic information of the ghost from the ghost itself. The ghost was a 9 year old boy who came from Central Fields. I think he was one of the workers of the Slater Mill, where 9-13 would be the average age?
(´ ▽ ` ; )

I sort of.. feel sad for him. Would it be wrong to say that if I could, I would bring him home?
(´ ▽ ` ; )

So anyway, as part of the show they had to check and investigate any thing they found. And apparently, at the part where the two investigators were asking the boy to say his name into the EVPs recorder, there was a young child-like voice (humans can't hear it) that said something. They were able to make out 'Edger' or 'Edward'. 
(´ ▽ ` ; )

So yeah. That's basically my favourite part.
(´ ▽ ` ; )

Huh?

Tonight, I am calm, but I am also feeling a bit bitchy.
(´ ∆ ` ; )

I looked at the clock on my table. It was showing that it was 6:45PM. I was pri-tty sure that it's night time already. Then I noticed that the clock wasn't straight up, and was standing on it's side.
(´ ∆ ` ; )

Laaaame, I laughed at myself, then frowned. Too lazy to fix the clock now.
(´ ∆ ` ; )

I'm listening to Koda Kumi and Miyavi, 'cause I'm sort of bored.
(´ ∆ ` ; )

I found my white mask. I decided to be gangsta!Reon today.
(´ ∆ ` ; )

On another note, I might just make a gangster RP.
(´ ∆ ` ; )

I need to clean out my files and folders. I have 1400+ songs yo.
(´ ∆ ` ; )

FREEDOM FIGHTER!
(´ Д ` ; )

I watched Arashi shows today. Then, I saw maid!Sho and squealed. I thought it was めちゃ かわいい~
(´ ▽ ` ; )

I suddenly miss Arashi.
(´ ▽ ` ; )

And I suddenly missed the past.
(´ ▽ ` ; )

And then, I secretly cried on the inside when I saw more and more videos of them.
(´ ▽ ` ; )

Then, I felt like watching the Hero performance during 24hr Terebi. The one where Aiba cried.
(´ ▽ ` ; )

Hero still makes me feel sad.
(´ ▽ ` ; )

I still want to do even more music meme.
(´ ▽ ` ; )

I bet my parents are wondering what's with the sudden loud music in my room. Miyavi's music are loud and soft.
(´ ▽ ` ; )

WHAT A WONDERFUL WORLD.
(´ ▽ ` ; )

I suddenly start calling people online "M'lady", "Miss", "Sir", and/or "Ma'am".
(´ ▽ ` ; )

I want to mention someone in this post, but I don't know who. Too lazy to think about it.
(´ ▽ ` ; )

I am secretly a Fredric Chopin fan.
(´ ▽ ` ; )

Now it's not a secret anymore. I like classical music too.
(´ ▽ ` ; )

I am a Fujisawa Ema fan. She starred as Koizumi Risa in the Rabu Con movie.
(´ ▽ ` ; )

She was born on the same day as Oguri Shun. 26th December, 1982. And I meant on the same year too.
(´ ▽ ` ; )

Now my nose is itchy from the white mask. I wonder if I should take it off?
(´ ▽ ` ; )

Hey, I enjoy making these long short posts. I should label them.
(´ ▽ ` ; )

Doooon't waaaant tooo gooooo ooooon Gaaaaaaiaaaa. Soooo laaaazy and laaaaggy.
(´ Д ` ; )

Actually, I just don't want to RP. Lol. Shut up.
(´ Д ` ; )

I wonder if Renz-nii-chan is on Yahoo. I miss talking to him.
(´ Д ` ; )

RENZ-NIIIIII-CHAAAAAN. 
(´ Д ` ; )

I should add him on MSN. Yes. That's what I should do.
(´ Д ` ; )

I forgot I changed my password. Lol. How lame.
(´ Д ` ; )

RENZ-NII-CHAN ISN'T ON. BUT WHY. WHY. WHY. WHY. WHYYYYYY.
(´ Д ` ; )

I demand my.. err... birthday fanfic, Renz-nii-chan. Until then, I will sit on your lap like Chinen does.
(´ Д ` ; )

I am secretly as spoiled as Chinen. Spoil me. With. JE Goodies. Especially Arashi's. Lol.
(´ Д ` ; )

UHM. I don't remember who is who on my Yahoo List. Lol. Time to check LJ.
(´ Д ` ; )

BATHROOM. NOW. My lights aren't working. Oh well. Parent's bathroom are always cosier.
(´ Д ` ; )

I have a new YIM friend. I don't know who that is. I'm guessing either LJ or Gaia. Too lazy to think of the possible suspects.
(´ Д ` ; )

I'm trying to find a way to change my registered name on my Yahoo email. I am not Mirai Inochibi. Anymore.
(´ Д ` ; )

I am now Kaoru Yaotome. Lol. In my own dream.
(´ ▽ ` ; )

HIKARU, WAIT FOR MEEEE.
(´ ▽ ` ; )

BTW, your hair sucks in one of your concerts. Lol. Curly hair~
(´ ▽ ` ; )

Next time, don't complain about your lack of hair style. Your old hairstyle was already cool.
(´ ▽ ` ; )

Now I feel as if I'm fangirling over some Japanese dude with a mini fro.
(´ ▽ ` ; )

I am now Aiba's fangirl.
(´ ω ` ; )

AIBAAAA.
(´ ω ` ; )

Even though it's only 8:40PM. I shall stop this enty for now.
(´ ω ` ; )

Because I'm sleepy.
(´ ω ` ; )

Sleep is good.
(´ ω ` ; )

All RP Character Development (Talk 1)

I was bored, so I thought I'll talk about them now. I have about 10 of them: 5 girls, 5 boys. Every one of them know at least one of each other, so in a sense, their stories may be related. As for siblings, at least 5 of them are related to each other.

Female characters consists of these five;
Kaoru (Silly), Rei (Rough), Erix (Emotionless), Azura (Uke), Akaze (Mysterious)

Each of them have their own main points. While the guys too have their own main points.

Male characters consists of these five;
Keita (Protective), Yuuta (Seme), Cliff (Loyal), Ken (Rude), Reon (Manipulative)

The infamous siblings are Kaoru and Keita, where Keita is the overprotective older brother, as Kaoru is the passive, yet silly younger sister. Meeting this duo is also a younger little brother, Ken, who sometimes show no relation with his two older siblings.

Another pair of siblings would be Azura and Reon, where Reon's weak spot is shown to be Azura.

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Colour Test once more!

Heeeey, guuuys. Remember the colour test thing? The one that was accurate, or... well.. was said to be? I actually did it like a two months ago, and I got the same results as the one before.

But then, now, I did it again. Just to see if it'll change, and it did. 
(´ ▽ ` ; ) I still do feel that it is accurate.

Now, this is what is said to me.

You are under considerable stress and you are almost about to 'blow your top' but you are fortunate enough to be able to exert control. Control is the name of the game and it is so good to realise that whatever the situation may be a this time - it will pass. You need to get away from everything for a while and if you do, you will find that, strangely enough, it will seem that most of your problems and situations will seem to wash away, just as the sea may wash away 'footprints' in the sand.

Being a likeable person you get on well with neighbours and friends. You don't need anything to 'Rock your boat'. You want to 'love' and to be loved'.

Compromise is the name of the game at this time and it is the only way you can avoid being deprived of the love and affection you so rightly deserve -so soften up a little, be flexible.

Recent disappointment has led you to become truly introverted. You are becoming suspicious of everybody and consequently you now feel that you are unable to trust anybody. Unfortunately it would appear that you are curbing your natural enthusiasm and imaginative nature - perhaps this is because you are fearful that you may become over enthused and find that you could possibly be carried away by wishful thinking. You are keeping your distance to see whether attitudes towards you are sincere - but this watchfulness could easily develop into suspicion and distrust.

You wish to safeguard yourself against criticism or conflict and to embed yourself in a protected situation. You are a difficult person to relate to and very difficult to please.

(´ ▽ ` ; ) I'll just smile and laugh for now. Haaahnn~